chapter 18

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i turned my face wellaa nasser wagef y6al3na 
with a shocking face

SHITTTT  


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REEM POV


knt 7adi 5ayfa enaa nasser sam3na or saw that mohd kissed me, y3ni shby9er lo draw ugh ana 3'byaa i shouldnt be back with him, hes my brother's friend for gods sake ughh shittt 

me: mm nasser shfeek 
nasser: ma9dg !
mohd: shfeeek !!!
nasser: tswon lkum akil o matswoon li 
i was like che :|
ughhh al7eeemdillllaaa masm333333 aw chaaaf !!!
me: hahahahhahahahhahha afaa 3leeek a7een asweelk 
so he sat on the chair,
nasser: shmg3dnkum hal 7azaa
mohd: i woke up staarvinggg, yet achofli akil wella reem mni fa glt lha tsweeli 
nasser: hahaha ee walaah a7san shy 
me: hey tra ana mb sh3'ala 3ndkum :) this time anna aswelkum bs next time ento tswon li 
nasser: afa 3leech entyy bs amri shtbeen o b36ech 
sweet lnaa akil o g3dnaa nakel , ughh yoo3 o baaardd 

g3dna nsolf klna ga3den blanket o cup of hot chocolate.
nasser: hai jaw bu 2 :) wench ya Juliet 
me and mohd laughed 
me: weenk ya romeo 
nasser : chub yalaa hatha eli nage9 :)
me: may9er ent tbi juliet o ana ma3ndi romeo 
nasser : chuby chuby chan athb7ch 
i looked at mohd ena, i dont know how to explain it, ena lo nasser dra eni m3ak shb9er, he gave me that look that says " its fine "
nasser : wellaa ya romeo sh5bar juliet beta3ak, rdaito ?
mohd: ee al7emdilla
nasser : 9ijjj !! walaa 7adi mstans lk 
mohd: 7bebi walaah, ana b3d mstans 
nasser: ee achofk mn yom yeet shag al 7alj 
mohd : hahahahaha al7ub o mayswiii 
nasser laughed i was shy i stayed quite, y3ni ma3rf shagol 
me: anzain fkona mn sawalfkum o gololi bachr wen bnro7 ?
nassser: do you wanna stay in houston aw taboon nro7 mkan thani ?
me: houston kela nyi o 7afthenha nabii nroo7 California 
mohd: ee wallah ana b3dd agool che 
me: o yousifo yabi yro7 universal studios
nasser: okay 3ayal achof abdullaa o bachr n7jz tethakr, walla u wanna go by car?
me: ana 3adi ayshy 
mohd: ee eli yray7kum  
nasser : okay then by car ana agol a7sn 
me and mohd: okay 
soo gmna kel wa7d ra7 his room 3shan enaam
but what really happend ena i couldnt sleep, i kept thinking what if nasser or abdullaa knew? bythba7on m7amaad ! i dont wanna cause any troubles 7g my brothers and their friiend, and i kept thinking of what happend, it cute how he loves me that much, ensha he eve told my brother which is his best friend about me.. but him being my brother best friend is what upset me the most, and you know why ... 

 "a9lan a7sn 5al y3'ar bader" i said to myself... after like one minute i realize what i just said a minute ago, omg shda5al bader a7een !, iss what i'm doing to mohd called cheating ? mmmm i dont know ! but really shda5al bader !!

i washed my face and brushed my teeth, and went to sleep.

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BADER POV



soo we just landed, ughh im soo exited, its been like 5 years since i came here, and actually i was with dad, the real one, i miss him .. ughh lets forget about him and have fun, okay soo swaina kelshy o 6l3na welaa my name mr. bader alx maktob eb paper hahhah i felt famous lol, you know when the hotel driver come and pick you form the airport
me: choofaw 7adi famous
khaled : chub chub yala 5al namshi 7adi t3baan

 so when we arrived to the hotel r7na our room o directly slept.

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NOOR POV

when hassan called me, i couldnt believe my own ears, like oh my god !
i didnt know what to doo, i love hassan and i care about him, butt i really dont know what to doo !!!
he loved his sisteer !!! he loved her soo much, and this was the first time i hear him cry,i've never seen  brother loves his sister this way, and actually i've never seen hasan like this!
that moment when he told me" noor e5ti raa7t " and he start crying and screaming, i didnt knoww what to dooo, i caree about him alooottt, i cannntt handle see him like this broken, you maybe wonder, hassan sister mmm  من ذوي الاحتياجات الخاصة
the kind of people when they turn 10 they cant live any longer shy che, he always talks about her, and whenever we go out he shows me her pictures and buys her stuff and wtv , i knew shes  special to him, im tough i can handel these situations, but seeing the one i love broken , i cant i just cant, i stayed quiet when he called when i was about to say his name banad tlfonah
i didnt know what to do i want to see him i want to hug him, like you know when you care about someone so much u want to do any thing to please him, i cried, i tried calling him but tlfonah banad, i called his other siister, she goes like ehwa 6la3 mn 5 hours walla rad, i kept cryingg mabii  yswi fi roah shy, i kept calling and calling and calling but noo useee, ma ga3 yrd 3ly , i stayed thinking ween yumkin ehwa ykoon, and i remember whenever hes pissed,  yro7 cafe yamah ba7ar o he just stay there for hourse, yaraabi shloon ra7 3n baali !!, i called mom to tell her bro7 al ba7ar, then i called the driver to drop me there, soo lebast the hoodie he brought me maktob 3laih " his one&only"o r7t, de5alt al cafe, machftah, then 6la3t baraa and heree he is on the ground with tearing eyes focused on the waves, i went there next to him and sat, hee looked at mee and  and turned to face the sea againm i held his hand, and we stayed silent for like half a hr
hassan: you know, i thought of this time a while back, i knew that one day this will happen, and i thought of it.. how am i supposed to deal with it, but i just couldnt imagine it, so i forgot about it, and stayed hoping for her to stay alive, i should've prepared my self for this..
and he start crying
you know when a guy crys over his sister or mom or a family member, that doesnt mean hes not a man or wtv people think these days, this is his sister he should cry over her ! if he ddidnt then he doesnt have a sense of humanity,
i hugged him and cried, i love him !! will you handel seeing the one u love crying ? will you handel seeing a GUY crying ? noo !!! after a while i thought of it ,
lazim awgaf m3ah ! lazim i help him,
i have to stop crying and help him , i have too !!
me : hassan shes in a better place
hasan: but she just left, i didnt even say goodbye !
me: but shes relieved mn the pain she was  going through, ehya a7en t7t ra7mat allaah,
hassan: dontt youu get ittt i caanttttt livee witthout her, im dying insideee, shes my sisteeerrr noorr my sisteeeerrr andd youuure the only one who know how much she means to mee, who am i buying gifts too anymore ? who am i buying that gummy bears she loves too ? who am i buying pink dresses to ?? whoooo?? shes not longer a liveee ? how am i supposed to live !
me: you have to be tough hassan, lazing towgaaf yam umkk tsaa3d umk 3alaa alshy hathaa, etha ehya ur sister o u love her that much? what about ur mother, u need to help ur mother go through this, ur mother needs uu at this moment specially ! you need to be strong ! ent rayaal al bait a7een ! lazim u stay beside ur sister and mother, im not saying u cant cry.. you can !!cause shes ur sister and u loved her, but who needes u the most right now, is ur parents and sister. i stayed quiet, actually he ignored me
me: hassaan !!!!!
hasan: noor rdi beetkum, please, i wanna stay alone for a while
for gods sakee kell eli gltaah masm3aaah !!!!!! i was sooo pissedd i stood and garbed my bag and went out i was soo madd !!!!!
i called the driver and he goes like : sorry ur mama called me to go for her, i'll come for u after an hr
wtf i sat on the ground so pissed, shy9brni sa3a !!! ughhh

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REEM POV 


soo i woke up fressh in the morning, it was 8am, i woke thhem all uppp o i got ready to go skating, 7adii i wannaa skate lol :P so we alll got readdy o 6l3naa 
When we arrived i dircetly went to pick a shoes and the guys went to play ps3 and billiard and wtv, mohd wanted t come with me but nasser ma5lah hahahha, i took my skating shoes and went to skate ughh it felt soo good, a7sn mn ba7rain :) ba7rain mafi elaa funland and people go there t date and wtv , y3ni yat fatra it was soo faan, but guys there were flirting and annoy girls and wtv a7en 9ar wayed bay5 lol :P anyway  i was skating when someone pumbed into me, i fell, and when i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*







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