chapter 15

previously

while i was walking to tea club welaa ............. jedami 

.........: HEEY REEEMMM 

ohh noo :) 

me: hallaaa ...

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you know love is something strange, you dont know if ur in love unless u feel these strange feeling that could let you go crazy if anyone tried to do anything or get any closer to ur lover, by then you'll know that ur madly in love .. its strange how you could love two in one .. i dont know if i doo love them for sure, but what do u explain if you cant stand the idea of them being with someone else, i know im selfish but .. what shall i doo they both made me goo crazy, its not about the look you know, its something else, it something weird, that made me go this hysterical about them both.
and when i was going to see mohd, my heart was beating fast, well i thought i'm totally over him, but i guess i still had this small spot in my heart that's still love mohd,. and while i was walking to tea club wella eyad jedami !

eyad : HEEY REEEMMM 

oh no 

me: halaa
eyad: shlonch 

me: okay o ent ?

eyad: zain eb choftch 

me: hehe ( a fake one )

eyad : wela shyaybch mni bro7ch ?

me: ha la an6r rfejti, ent shtswi mni 

eyad : i was about to leave when i saw u, bs now i'll wait len ma tyi ur friend and i'll leave 

wtf ?! is he serious ugh shagolah a7en !

me: haha no need i'll be fine 

eyad: noo yumkin a7ad yt7rsh fech b3dain 

me: what ?! i said im fine ! 

eyad: yala 5al namshi shwy len ma etyi ..

i whatsapped mohd

me: mohd my cuzin is here and he refuse to leave until one of myfriends eyon !

mohd: shit shyabi the? 

me: ughh l dunnoo :) 

mohd: soo what are u planing to do ?

me: mm i guess 5alaah 7ag marah thania ...

mohd : mara thania when !

me: len rdait mn alsafar 

mohd : btsafren ?! 

me: mm yea .. 

mohd : where ?! 

me : to my brothers ..

mohd : ohh ! for how long and when exactly ?

me: tomorrow 4pm flight and for 4weeks 

mohd : wayeedd !!! i wanna see you 

me; mmm yala maybe someother time .. 

mohd : at least tell me where are so i can see u for the last time .. 

me: mm next to starbucks .. 

mohd: okay 

soo i looked up to eyad and he was looking at me like this <3.<3

eww get a life,  my face was like O.O (what are u looking at )

eyad: ur so beautiful 

me: thanks 

eyad : well rfejtch te25rt ... 

me: ee klmt'ha galat mabtyi shakli bard albait 

eyad: 5ala9 ana 3azmch 3ala dinner 

ughh can anyone tell him to back of ..?

me: la malah da3i 

eyad: i insist

me: bs babaa o mam.... 

ga63ni 

eyad: i'll call ur father now :D  

ugh now my father bgol yes :)

me: okay ..

so while walking i spotted mohd looking at us from a distance, oh god can he get any more hotiness.

 so we went to noodle house and sat, we ate o ehwa maskt walaah 3awar rasiii waaayddd ytkalaaaammmm, the whole time i was like yeah hhhh eee hhhh ohhh hhhh okay hhh bss :) 

o la uhwa wa9alni albait :) .. ( he's 18 so he can drive .. )

knt bag3d waraa bs gali ena his stuff wara o mafi makan .. he had a mustang, a blue one .. 

i hated mustang bcuz of him .. he spent all his money on this car, i cant really see the benefits in this .. they all wanna show off there cars it's not cool ...

anyway i sat in the front seat, o maknt asm3aah i was busy with my phone .. until we reached home . ugh finally !  nezalt wella he called me, ftrait lah with a loook ( what 5al9ni)

eyad: a7bch 

i shut the door in his face and entered the house 

wa3 9ij mayst7i ! 3balah bcus he's cute i'd love him .. naa uhhh babee naa uhhh 

anyway i slept cause i was so tired .. 

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RAWAN POV 

bader mbayn mayadri ena reem btsafr bachr .. 

i have to tell him, lana 1 month mub shwy ..

i called him ...

bader: haa 

me: maygolon ha bader :)

bader: shtben :)

me: loo anaa reem chaan 3adalt al9ot o kalamtni eb a7san shy malat 3laik 

bader: rawanoo 5al9eeni shtben mob fa9'i lch ga3 al3b ps3 

me: anzainn 

bader: gooly 

me: tadri ena reem bachr btsafr ?

badeR: ha ?

me: eee shahar kaml 4 weeks 24 days 

bader: laish ma adri !!!

me: ent mash3'ool wya al7ub sara to make her jealous ..

bader: chub u know its fake !

me: anzainn ..

bader: a7een shaswi abi achoofha before she leave

me: shlon 3ad ?

bader: madri ! i have to think of something !!

me: you dont have time to do that ... she's leaving tomorrow
bader: whattt ??
me: yepp
bader: i gottaa thinkk fassttt  

6OO6 6OO6 6OO6

9akah fi wayhi :) wow

zain mni glt lah b3d :) 

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back to reem

okayy everything is readyyy i just need to get these bags to the airport and flyyy :D YEEEY !! Cant wait to see my brothers ! 

so rekbna alsyara and we headed to the airport ..

what made me happy is that rawan, noor and may was theree 

awww soo cutee i love them so muchh ! bagi 3 hours 3ala my flight sooo i told them that we can sit in dq for a little,
so we sat ..
rawan: eeeh nsait agoolch
me: what ?
rawan looked behind as she were saying look behind..
i turned wellaa that was bader .. !
what is he doing here asshole !
i turned back at rawaan and gave her that look that  says i HATE you ..
(6ab3an my parents left so im here with rawan, noor, may, yousif and bader)
yousfi gam yslm 3alaa bader, i guess they became friends mn my bday surprise :)
bader: hey reem how are you
me; fine wbu ?
bader: al7emdillaa
i wanted to sound 7a8era so i said
me: how's saraa ? you know guys ur so cute together
bader: mmm about that .. i wanna talk to you about something ..
you wanna talk to me about what ? u love story ?

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BADER POV


i looked at rawan in way that i wanted her to get up and go walk with yousif and the girls cus i wanna tell reem that me being in a relationship was fake and i dont really want her to leave o ehya za3lana 3ly ...

rawan : i'll goo buy me some snaks from there, mno byi ?
noor& may: anaa
rawan: yousifo matbi shy takla 7g al6yaraa ?, u'll spend manny hourse, btmot yo3
yousif : i have enough snaks lol i bought me yesterday
noor: well, u remember hai al candy eli we fought about it that day ? the green one ?
yousif : ughh u always know my weekness
the girls laugh and they all went to buy them snaks and wtv ..

soo i looked at reem who looked very mad and nervous
me: shfeech
reem : salamtk
me: reemi shfeech
reem: esmi reem
me: la enty reemi
reem: ew bader, that called cheating, you have a gf, you can call her sarati.
me: why are you jealous?
reem: hell no .. why shall i, i have a bf too
me: and who is that ? ( i thought she's kidding ..)
reem: mohd la ..

I was speechless she must be kidding me right ?!

The girls and yousif came, she stoody saying they'll have to leave they said there goodbyes and Hugs and when it came to me she said bye bader, say hi Sarah ! She knows how to piss me of.

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Back to reem 

oo we said our goodbyes and everything, and we entered ..

I left bader standing there shocked and speechless .. A7snla! Ma7atgl la ysweli che 

Anyway, swaina mal al passport o kel hai alashya2 o rkbna al6yara ..

yousifo seat kan jedami, cuz we both wanted our seats next to the window lol :P so dad booked us these seats.

o rkbnaa 76ait my bags o yousfo bags and everything an i sat, there was a guy next to me, he was wearing his hoodie cap and covering half of his face with a scarf and wearing a glasses .. like weeeirddd !! It is winter but its not freezing, any way i sat, and i was bussy with my phone .. 

opened twitter and tweeted " such a freak .."

@MohdAlx replied me " who ?"

i ignored i didnt feel like replying and wtv so 76ait my phone 3al plane mood and put on my earphones ..

and طارت الطيارة 

hahhah i just felt like writing it in arabic .. anyway i took of my earphones for a minute cause temalalt ..

wella ...

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chapter 14

Here's a long post for my new followers .. thanks for following me <3

and i added some actions of some other characters lives for those who ask for it ..

Previously 

i was soo jealous !! y3ni is he serious o laa bkl th8aa " this is my beautiful gf saraah !"

wa3eee get over urself enzain !! 

mn kthr ma i was jealous o mad i had thiss fkraa jahanamyaaa :) i im surely shouldnt do it .. but it did it anyway ! and it was .................

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And it was getting back with Mohd .. 

Okk I know I'm Doing the wrong thing but, a7een bader wya thek mstans and he's totally over me and i just stay depressed ?! na uhh, i didint thought of how could this effect mohd i was totally forgetting about his feelings .. butt who knows maybee i'll fall for him once again ?!

so i whatsapped him ..

me : hii 

Mohd : hey

me : i wanna talk to u abt smthing ..

mohd: sure .. 

me: i cant here ..

mohd: do u want me to call or u want us  to catch up in a place ?

me: mm i guess seeing u is better ..

mohd: sure where and when ? 

me: tea club amwaj ? it would be probably away form home so i guess a7san ..

mohd: sure and when ?

me: tonight at 7pm 

mohd: see u there .. 

mee kkay 

well i dont wanna tell this to anyone cause i dont really want anyone to judge me .. i want to do whatever i want i dont want anyone to tell me what to do, and this would be the first thing i would do without telling anyone ..   for the first time in my life im not telling noor this, cause i know she'll be in baders side even tho hes in a relationship now she would tell me that i was the reason for what happened fa i'll keep this to mee untill everything settles and i'll tell her enshalah.

i got up and went to mama,

me: mama 7beebti 

mama: goly 7beebti 

me: i wanna go out one last time gbl la asafr :(

mama: twch ams 6al3ah reem !

me: elii ygol 5atheet ra7ti wya yousfoo !

mama: la reem mafi 6al3a 

me:mama yalaa 3aad !! wlaaah 7araam mabchoof my friends for onee month :( i get to cry whenever i remember this (i acted as i was about to cry ) ..

mama: badeena bldala3 :) !

me: 7beebti enty 

mama: wya mnu o wain ?

me: amwaaj wyaah may lana ams mayat m3ana 

mama: laish amwaj b3eed !

me: lana jreeb mn bait'hum o uhma ma3ndhum sayg 

mama : mmm enzainn s2li ubooch 

me : 7beebtii mama i kissed her and went to call baba lana kan in work ..

i called baba: he said ask ur mom haha soo that means im going 

okaayyy nowww what shall i weaaarr 

and i decided to wear this( it was winter and it was actually our winter break )

and i waved my hair into a big waved. 76etli  eyeliner, mascara, bronzer and brown mat lipstick and i was ready

and it was 6 for the first time in my life i get ready before thetime so i decided to go and do my nails ..

so i entered nailspa and sat .. weird makan feeh a7ad ! bs one was doing her nails .. she seem familiar but i didnt feel like saying hi or talk to people so i ignored ..

rawan called so i answered 

me: heyy 

rawan: heyy babee watcha doin 

me: geting my nails done 

rawan : aah 5aynaa 

me: hahaha malal  b3d !

rawan: zainn .. mmm reem 

me: halla 

rawan : remember Zaid?

me: ay Zaid ?

rawan : reeeem -.-

me: ohh okay thaak.. shfeeh?

rawan : he said it ..

me: 7LFYYYYY 

rawan : walaaahhh reeem i dnt knowww what tooo saaayyy ( and by he said it ena he said that he loves her )

me: awww 7abeeebtiiiiiii im happyy foor youuuuuu !!!

and if ur wondering what is Rawan's storry ... heree it it 

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RAWAN POV 

it was summer 2012, my father decided to take me to a summer skool in uk so i can manege to live my life when i graduate and the classes would really help me in uni soo i agreed to go ..

i lived with a host family ,, i loved them they were so kind and nice ! 

first day of skool there was many arabs, soo i kinda felt relieved and the best part of it all that each class has only 5-6 students soo that meant it would be much easier to us to understand .. anyway 

i went to class and set .. 2 english boys were there and and 2 girls, one is english and the other was indian so we were 5 .. the teacher came and started to introduce himself..

someone knocked the door and entered .. hee seemed to be kuwaiti .. you know the style and look .. totally kuwaiti .. i have kuwaiti familys who lives in kuwait each summer we go visit them for a week .. anyway thats not our subject lol :P

the boy : hi, sorry for being late, i was searching for the class .

the teacher: its fine new boy.. come have a seat ..

so he sat next the indian girl ...

soo the teacher said that int his class we'll intrudoce ourselves to our partners,

so it was like u get up say ur name, age and where are u from .. 

i got up and said .. my name is rawan im 16 years old(back then in 2012 i was 16 :P) and  im from bahrain .. and then the girls o 3gb the guys until we reached to this guy ..

the boy: hi im Zaid im 17 years old and im half bahraini and half kuwaiti .. i was like i knewww u looked kuwaiti .. sooo since then we all became friends .... when we went to skool trips to everywhere .. it was fun i wos so close to zaid .. we spent 3 months togather, i also met other people in the other classes .. it was such an great experiance soo me and zaid was soo cloosee i kinda liked him so much ! you know ! i spent 3 months with himmm and tonight was the last night for us all .. all of uss well be back home ... such a night !

it was a party for us and teh teachers we were alll between happy and saad, happy because of this great 3 months we spent together and sad that we're leaving .. so i was sitting next to rama ( the indian girl ) and sarah ( the engllish girl ) and zaid was infront of us .. .. 

rama: Riee ( the name the used to call me ) look zad is looking at uu, he seem to like u 

sarah : ohh yeah it his eyes .. 

me: sharaap noo were just friend .

reme and sarah : yeah right .. u like him tooo 

me: sharap -.- 

zaid called me .. so i stood 3shan aro7 lah wella rama tgoli( gooo girlll ) i looked at her with a death stare the both laughed and i left 7g zaid ..

we went out and sat on the grass

 zaid: can u believe we wont spend anymore time together any more ?

me: ugh dont remind mee of this ..

zaid : mm Riee 

me: yes 

zaid: i like u ..

OOMAA GOOSH X_X i didnt know what to say or what to do !! cause in fact i liked him too 

zaid looked at me : fdait eli yst7oon 

he said ..

hee held my hand and looked at the starts, "will u be my one and only ?"  he said 

mni anna i couldnt breath .. lol oma gooshh 

i looked at him with a smile, cause actually i liked him too he looked back at mee and i said yes .. and we sat there untill the part kamilat and we headed to our houses i was sooo happyyy i told rama and sarah everything and from that day i was with him ... were not live these kind of relationships these days .. we liked each other but it wasnt love.. we decided to say it when we really mean it .. i've waited a year to hear it and finally he said it ..

i was out with him it was his birthday i bought him for lunch .. and he told me that while looking in my eyes and holding my hand .. it was the best thing eveer !!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HIMM !!

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back to reem ..

i ended up the call with rawan, i was so happy for her .. 

after like 30 minutes the girl was done so she got up to leave and when she saw me she came 

 the girl  : ohh reem right ??

ohh shit not youu ...

me: hehhe yea ...

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BADER POV 

i was playing ps3 with my brother, you know when a guy plays ps3 ynsa al3alam o al7ayaa and just thinking of winning lol :P my phone kept vibrate i ignored .. y3ni nothing interested to care about and spacialy reem matklmni .. so whoever wants me must wait .. 

after like half an hour, i checked my whatsapp and it was sarah

sarah: badeeerrr 

            badeeeerrrrrr

           weeenk answweer bsr3aaa

           answeeer 

           akaa reem

           reem mniiii 

           weenk 

           malat 3laik lakin

           ana al3'l6ana eli glt bgolk 

           ugh BADEEER 

 me : haa ? wain reem ? 

sarah : la please shla rad ?

me: haa goolyy 

sarah : akahiaa fi nailspaa jdami 

me: 9ijj ?? ro7ii ellhaa slmy o chee y3ni and tell herr ena bader talked about u wayd fi almadrsaa o ur cclasses with him o shy chee, show her that ur madly inlove with mee

sarah : HAHAH okay shwy shwy 

me: chuby juts do it ..

sarah : okaay hahaha 

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SARAH POV 

So i walked to her 

me: ohh reem right ?

reem: haha yeaa and ur saraah la?

me: eeeh, ohh sh5barch ?

reem: okay o enty ?

me: okaay, walaaah lo tadreen shkthr bader yt7cha 3nch enty o rb3chh, he seem to love his classmates 

reem smiled and it obvious that shes jealous 

reem: hahah ee we love him too 

me: haha soo what color u'll pain ut nails with ?

reem: maroon 

me: great i love that color 7atan bader y7b maroon 

reem: hehe good alla y5leekum le b39' 

me: enshala a7een ray7at laah tbeen tyeen ?

reem: mm la walah i have stuff to doo ..

me: ohh okayy maybe some other time 

reem: enshallah

me: yalla bye 

reem: byee 

and i left, mskeena mbyn 3leha mb 7abtni at all 

i called bader to tell him everything ..

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reem pov ..

ewww shtabii thee wai3aa ! o laa ray7ya tchoofah b3dd, chafch yni enshala :) goli ammeen ( i said to the Philippine girl whos doing my nails) she looked at me awkwardly .. hahhha lol 

i was done with my nails i paid and Called ghulaam to come and pick me up .. so as i arrived to amwaj i called mohd 

 me: hey wenk 

mohd: da5l an6rch 

me: im omw ..

mohd: okay  na6rch 

mer: bye 

  

while i was walking to tea club welaa ............. jedami 

.........: HEEY REEEMMM 

ohh noo :) 

me: hallaaa ...

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

please tell me ur thoughts ... 

and i wrote it in a hurry so let me know if theres any mistakes .. and yea u can contact me with ask.fm/loveandthefuture

chapter 13

i was shocked, shga3d yswiii mni wyaa this girlll !!!
did he get over me this fast! wow mashalaah !! 
rawan called me to come and say hi .. 
i went there alard mob shayltni mn how jealous i was 1 and how mad i was !! 
me " hi "
bader& the girl " halaa " 
bader" ee 9aa7 ma 3rftch 3ala this pretty girl infront of u " w3 bader !! 
bader" reem this is ........." 

me " mm halal tsharafna ... "

wa33 zain !!!!!





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bader" reem this is my beautiful gf saraah , and sarah this is my classmate reem "
me" mm halaa tshrfna .." okay to be honest i almost cried ..




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MOHD POV


i was lying on the bed as my mom entered
mom" yuma 7abeebi shfeek 9ar lk shahar yumkin haloon ? walaah mub 3ajbnii .. "
me" yuma mafeni shy 7bebti bs mt'thayg shwy "
mom " 7bebi goli shfeek yumkin trtaa7 .. abi wldi algbli ana "
walah ya yuma wldch mabyrd mthl gbl ella etha radat lah ro7ah (reem) i said to my self
me" enshala yumaa bs t3ban shwy o mtthayg "
mom" shfeeek awdeek al mustashfaa shyy ?"
me" laa yumaa bs abi anaam shwy ."
mom 3ala ra7tk wala ya weldi .." o she wewnt out ..
i kept thinking of reem, does she love baderr ? y3ni fi amaal this whole ehya m3aah o mstansaa o anaa che 7alti ? ughh shaswi ya rbii ?! hai matfham eni a7bhaa ??? a7bhaa !
i slept trying to let go all this thoughts ...
i wokee upp annoyed by the alarm.. 9kaytaah o i checked my phone.
i opened my whatsapp .. and wannaa guess whoo talked to me ?
guess ... na i aint telling you ..

******** : hii
me : hey !
********: i wanna talk to you abt smthing ..
me : ...


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BADER POV

eee ana arawech ya reem lo ma5leetch t3'areen tmoten 3'eeraa ! 3yll 1 month ??? one monthhh matklmeeni! for what ? shy bay5 ? o anaa bs ga3ed a7awl feech abi aklmch agolch sorry shy, o enty kelsh mub 3a6ytni wayh !


me"this is my beautiful gf saraah, saraah this is my classmate reem "
reem" mmm hala tshrafnaa ... " i can feel her face changing color, her eyes shwy o y6l3onn cause of how shocked and how jealous she was ...

bader" 7ayakum g3daw m3ana "
rawan" i woould love too, 7addaah i wanna know how did u knew each other .."
reem " la walaah yareet  noo rawaan " she looked at rawaan  "bs i want them both fi salfaa soo maybe some other time " she continued
sarah " yalah 3ad alsalfa tagdron t2jlonha "
noor and rawan looked at reem ena yala lets sit
reem" hhh x_x"
noor" yalla ma3leeeh enshalaa wa8t thaaniii "

they said bye and left ..
i looked at my cousin with ana evil smile " hahhah kafchhh "
sarah " hahha " she high five me
bader" lakin btchoof ba5leeh ehya tyi tklmni :)"
saraah " 7araam walaah ent machft shloon kanat t6al3k ? kanat 7adha jealous "
bader" ee ma3leeh a5leeh more jealous, now 5aleni i flirt with my fake gf " saraah laughed and we continued talking and eating "


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NOOR POV


omg i cant believe itt shlon chee ! a7een reem sh7alathaa ... ?
we sat on the tabel..
rawan " look how cute are they ?" i looked at her ena skty shga3da tgolen ????!
reem" mm ee they are"
i texted rawan
me: ya 7mara skty la tkf5ch reemoh
rawan: taraa its all fakee, this is not his gf this is our cousin"
me" 7lfaay ???"
rawan : walaah bs hey dnt tell reem, we both know she likes bader faa this is a good way for letting them both talk ..
me : ENTAAY AFKAARCHH NAARR
rawan " hoho i knoww, now hdy tlfonch o solfy, reemoh btnfjr !"
i looked up at reem.
me" soo reem shfeech che wayhch mt3'yra alwana ?"
reem" la wala shy "
rawan " anzain shlsalfaa elii btgolelha li ?"
reem" ohh nsait "
rawan " 7lfy 3ad !"
reem" walah nsait "
rawan " okaay ..."
i thought of it .. reem would bee really happy etha kanat with bader , i can see sparkle in her eyes, she likes him aloot, but she refused to admit it .. i want her with him ! bs mohd came out of nowhere so what made her choose this, is that she dont know whither she be with bader or mohd ..

almuhim 5ala9naa o rdaina beet reem, we'll have a sleepover gbl la tsafr, swalf o aaklll o ft7na lanaa horror movie, the whole time kna nth7ak o n9r5, the weird thing here is ena kelsh kelsh kelsh maft7na salfat bader ! weird ! any way we sleeptt at 4 yumkin 3gb maa yaneenaa ..
wee woke up at 2pm
i checked my phone wellaa i have 3 missed calls from hasan, i had a fight with him yesterday morning so mali bar9' aklmah .. so i ignored the missed calls

checked my wtsapp,
 hassan: noor sooory wench :(
             rdy 3ly 3ad walaah sorry
             i was really in a bad mood fa mn chee maknt abech et6l3en
             knt abech tg3den m3ai :(
             weench 3ad rdyy !!
             walaaah sorry :( !!
  and more of these msgs

me: n3m hassan ? 7ata lo lazim matswi che g3dt t9r5 w 7alaah !! i ahte controlling bf''s ma7b a7ad ygoli la t6l3een unless mama of babba did

hasan" walaah sorry 7beebti 7agch 3ly
me" mmmm
hasan" yalaah 3ad 9ij daloo3aah
me" a7eeen anaa daloo3aah ??
hasan" eee dloo3tiii " i blushed, i always tell him ena i hate thsi kind of flirting  bss its funnt
me " hahaha chub"
hasan" 7beebtu barrdana ? t3ali bdafeech "
me " hahahah sajl 3ndk 5aroof microwave "
hasan " hahhahaah 7beebtiii <3 soo were good ?
me" suree anaa magdr az3al 3leek "
hasan " love u babe "
me" love you more baby "
......
i got up and woke up reemo and rawanoo bs al7meer mayg3doon ,
so zainn zaainn g3daaw :) ! almuhim g3daw and we ordered some food mn MAC o b3dait at 5 shy che rdaina al bait ..........

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back to reems pov

i was soo jealous !! y3ni is he serious o laa bkl th8aa " this is my beautiful gf saraah !"

wa3eee get over urself enzain !! 

mn kthr ma i was jealous o mad i had thiss fkraa jahanamyaaa :) i im surely shouldnt do it .. but it did it anyway ! and it was .................

chapter 12

previously


i woke up the next day 7g madresa, lebast o kilshay abdulla gal bya5thni 7g breakfast fi starbucks  
so we went there dshaina wella bader mnak so he sat with us
ps. abduklla y3arf bader mn my birthday surprise,
we kept chatting welaa m7amad dash " GREAT :) !!!"
and yes he sat with us :) o gamaw y6al3on b3th in weird looks it freaked the hell out of me !
abdulla excused himself byro7 al 7amam, so great now i'll stay alone with these two :)  we kept silent

m7mad" ..........."

me " ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ???!!!" 


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mohd: soo men metta ento ma3a ba3ath ..? i can see bader's anger kana ga3d y6la3 mn his eyes sharar :| that was so creepy ! 
bader: walah 9ar lena chum shahr .. i was looking at then both shocked !!
me: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ???!!! i was so mad at them !! like seriously guys eww ga3da akrahum both !!! 

 abdulla came as i stood " abdulla yala mshena mabi at25r 3al madresa !"
abdulla " shda3wa 3ad  twa alnas ! 5al ng3d nsoolf shy " 
me" la ana mwa3da noor aroo7 early 3shan btgoli shy " such an stupid excuse 
abdula " zain matgdr tan6ir len al break ?"
me" laaaaa yalaa abdullaa " 
abdullaa " yala 3ala kaifch, yala estanst estanst m3akum o  enshala n3eedha again eb weekend and btw bader nice to meet you again "
bader o mohd stood 3shan yslmon 3ala abdullaa 
twa bnmshi ela abdulaa wagaf " bader ent mob ma3aa reem fi madrsa ?" abdulla said 
bader" ee "
abdulla " matbeeni aw9lk " now m7amad seemed verry upset enaa abdulla offered bader to drop him to skool with me .. i looked at bader in a death stare, i guess he knew i was mad at him soo he said that the driver byeeh 3gb rb3 sa3aa 
abdulla " zain golah la eyi, 5al n3rfk akthar "
bader" walah madri bs shakla reem matbeni "i looked at him is he fucking kidding me ? ( sorry for the bad language)
abdulla looked at me " 9ijj reemo "
me " la 3adi " i smilled to bader the smile that says i'll kill you .
abdulla yala 3ayal t3al bnw9lk o call the driver golah .."
bader" okay " o ra7 yt9l ela his driver "
abdulla" yalla m7amad nchofook "
mohd" enshalaa yala m3a alsalama "
we both " m3a alsalama"
i left to the car bsr3aa o g3dt wara as bader ga3d jedam 
i stayed mad the whole ride while abdulla and bader ga3den ysolfon .. 
w9lna madresa ana nezalt bsr3aa, bader came wray 
" REEM wgfyy shwyy abi a7achech " he said 
me" chub bader please la tklmni "
bader" i sorry 3ala eli 9ar bs ma7b a7ad lama ystafazni "
me " doesnt mean enk tgol rumors 3ni ! "
badeR" walah reem i'm sorry enty chfty shlon y6al3ch !"
me" bader stop it, just dont talk to me okay ? cause mabi a6l3 my anger 3lek o b3den i regret it ."
bader" ugh reem ! " i gave him the hand, like ena please stop it, enaa (talk to the hand) ..
bader" bra7tch zain !" wagaf ehwa o ana r7t 7g noor, glt laha kel alsalfa, wayed thaygni !! 
now i'll have to deal with them both :) bader fi al madrsaa o mohd lama eyi baita 7g my brothers !! ughh, sh'hal war6a eli ana feha !! ughh 

1 week 6af o ana maklmt bader at all, he tried all the way to make it up to me bs  i refused 7atan laman mohd eyi baitna ana i stay in my room wala a6l3 ! i was so upset at them both ..

whenever the guys decided to go out ana maro7 o i go out with the girls only lana really 7adiii upset i was trying my best to avoid both of them ! untill that day laman knt amshi ma3a rawan fi skool, rawan to tell him something i directly walked away, 
hasan" reeem waitt " i tuned to face him .. 
me" hala "
hasan " shfeech "
me" mafeni shy " 
hasan " bala shfeech latg3deen ma3anaa wala shy"
me " la bs i dnt feel like facing bader at all "
hasan" zain traa enti m3a bader a7na malna sh3'l, y3ni u fight with bader doesnt mean u dnt talk to us or even sit with us !" 
me" mmm sorry . "
hasan " wtv reem do wtv u like yalaa bye" and he left he seemed verry upset mni 
me " waaitt hassan " i yelled, hassan ignored .. i felt bad, and i didnt want to follow him cause hell go sit with the guys and i dnt wanna talk infront of thme .. 
so i went to the toilet i started to cry, it just i dont know what to doo, y3ni will i stay like this for the rest of the year ? lemeta i'll keep avoiding them ? im tired of all this shit ! can they just disappear  ? i just wished i never met them .. the bell rang and i washed my face and went to class,

after like 3 weeks finally they both stopped tallk to mee or even trying to talk to me cause they were sure i'll ignore them totally... 5ala9 al course and we still 3ala hal 7alaa, but to be honest i really miss bader, i misss him so muchhh, i missed mohd but not as much as i miss bader, mmm well i do miss mohd but ughh the eeling is weird, i miss them both and when it comes to bader i say i miss him more, and when it comes to mohd i say naaa i miss him more, im effing confused !!!

anyway, as i said they both stopped trying, i seriously miss it ... even tho i wanted them to stop ... you know i spent so manny days crying, taraa u wont feel it until u goo throo it ..  soo this is not me trying to bee daloo3a :) .. only noor can understant what im going thro because she was always there when i needed her <3 i love her


anyway it was a vacation o 6ab3an my brothers saferaw gbl one week, i miss them like soo sooo sooooo much :( anyway y3ni already basafr lhum 3gb 3 days :P lol 
sooi called the girls, we all were on one line .. 

me " heey girlss i miss uuu yal 7ameerrr :("
rawan " ughh i miss you even moree 7maraa "
noor " i dooo tooo :( "
me " anzainnn as u know basafr after 3 days sooo what do u think we doo a sleepover tonight o n6laa33 aswi shopping " 
noor " goood ideaaa ee i heard ina its snowing in america"
me " ee it is .."
rawaan " ee bs ya 7mara we'll miss u so much ! "
me" i will tooo "
noor" okaay then i'll ask mama, i need to doo some shopping too , i need to buy my sister a gift 7g her bday" 
rawan" okaay i'll ask mama too "
me " okaay girls answer me asap "
noor&rawan" okay yala bye " 

 click 

i ran downstairs and called mama,
me" MAMAAAA "
mama " shwy shwy asm3ch"
me" hohoho 7abeeebtii mamtii <3"
yousif " mama akeed tabi shy 7greeha "
me" wa3 yousif chubb "
mama " yala reemo 5al9eni shtben "
me " afa mama :("
mama " reemoo yala gooly 5l9eni .."
me " mmmmm i wanna go out with noor and rawan 3shan shoppinglana ygolon its snowi...."
yousif " mama la bathl bro7i fi albait b3dain !! " i gave him a death stare
me" laish y3ni yahl ent yaahll ??"
mama" ee 9ijj reemo u5ooch bytgl broo7ah "
me" mamaaaa !!!" yousif smiled a devil smile :) okaay why do i haveeee a brotheeerr likee him :) !!
mama " ya tg3deen ma3aah fi albait ya ta5thena m3ach "
yousif " ee mama i need shopping too "
WAAA33 MA9DGG sh'hal u5oo eli 3ndi anaa ??? w3 w3 w3
me" bs mama bs e7na algi..."
mama" glt lch yatg3den ya ta5thena "
me " ughhhh okay !!! anzian abi floos "
mama" ro7y 7g ubooch ya36ech "
i went to baba reallly upset
me "baba abi flos 7g shopping ygolon us thalj "
baba " ee yuba ro7y cofy lch ashya2 tdfech "
ela yousfo na6
yousif " ana b3d yubaa bro7 ma3ahaa "
me" yuba manbi yousfi 5alaah fi alba7rain m3a alsha3'araa abrk lna "
yousif " 5air e5tii??? la yuba ehyaa shbtswi ma3ana kelna ryaal bs ehya bnt ! laish tyi m3ana ( lanan mama o baba mabyon bs ana o yousfo )"
me" yubaaa golaaah ysktt la a7een ag6aah mn aldresha !!
baba " bs 3add yalaaa hach al card e5taw eli tbona o yala 5aloni a6al3 ala5bar ! "
i leftt o yousfooo ga3d ysweli 7rakat sa5efa nafsaah ..


i went to my room and called them telling them the bad news that yousfo byi ma3ana :) !!
 anyway 6ela3na r7na the usual cc ..
we kept in shopping :) o yousifo 3al chabdy, kela yabi ashya2 hraar, i bought alot of jackets 

 

and two more o gloves o scarfs oo boots ....
i knoww wayed 7g bs two weeked, i just cant stop when lol :P 
yousfo shralaa b3d al7mar :) wayedd annoying 

me " wain tabon tet3shon ?"
rawan" iw as thinking if we could go to johny rockets  "
noor" eee 9ijjj 5a6rii feeh "
yousif" eee ee anan b3dd "
me " yousifo mno gaal bty m3ana ?"
yousif " haaa ?"
me " ee bag6k albait "
yousif " okayy o chofy etha mafret ras unoy 3lech o ma 5alach tsamfreen m3ai :) hai wayhi "
me " w3ee yousif tara one of the reasons eli mt5leni asamr ma3ak is that ent wayd 3'abi mat3rf tsafr bro7k " as we entered the car .. " ghulaam we'll drop yousif home and then we'll go to johny rockets alaali mall " yousif looked at mee in a look o thal sakt 
, annyway we dropped him and went to johny rockets 
de5alna o we ordered and sat , noor o rawan ra7aw al7amam, wella i noticed a girl, mmm all i can say mashalaah wayed 7lwa ! ga3da m3aa a guy.. bs this guy 3a6ny his back so i cant see his face .. they seem to be a cute couples, anyway i kept playin with my phone .. o rfa3t rasi .. i saw rawan o noor wagfen ma3a these couples .. i was like " weird mno thela ? shla wagfen m3ahum ?!"
wella rawan t2shr 3ly o ehwaa yftar :) ...
welaaa ehwaa mnoo ?? 
BADER !!! 
i was shocked, shga3d yswiii mni wyaa this girlll !!!
did he get over me this fast! wow mashalaah !! 
rawan called me to come and say hi .. 
i went there alard mob shayltni mn how jealous i was 1 and how mad i was !! 
me " hi "
bader& the girl " halaa " 
bader" ee 9aa7 ma 3rftch 3ala this pretty girl infront of u " w3 bader !! 
bader" reem this is ........." 

me " mm halal tsharafna ... "

wa33 zain !!!!!