chapter 19

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 previously

 i was skating when someone pumped into me, i fell, and when i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*

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HASSAN POV

I kept my eyes focused on the sea, thinking of this whole thing and how will dana's death effect me, like seriously how can I handle this ? she's my sister, my baby sister, my wild one.
I stayed there for 30 mins b3d ma noor meshat, I thought of her, she was right my family needs me now, so I decided to apologize and go home. I walked out the café to the parking place to see Noor standing, wearing her brown circle sunglasses with red face, ya 3mri m39ba 3ly I walked to her and she gave me her back

me: Noor
noor : .....
me: noor
noor: .....
me: t7gren y3ni ?
noor: .....
me: babe
noor took off her glasses: n3m
me: im sorry
noor: 3adi ( she puts on her glasses again and face the road)
me: mn 9iji ana asif ( I kissed her hand)
noor : I was just trying to help ! , cause I lived this before, I know how it feels when someone's very special to u pass away.
me: im sorry baby, I wasn't in the mood forgive me please
noor: how can I be mad at u a9lan !
me: I love you
noor: even more
me: wain alsayg laish wagfa mni bro7ch
noor: byeli 3gb n9 sa3a
me: o laish mad5lty tn6ren daa5l
noor:i was pissed of u
me: anzain tbeni aw9lch ?
noor: laa no need
me: tra aka syara bw9lch
noor: o ent shla t6l3 bl syara bdon license !!
me: 3adi Yuba
noor: la mo 3adi matdri 3leha m5alfa o u could go to jail cause of this
me: noor 7bebti weli yslmch mali bar9'
noor: okay sorry :S
me: yala t3ali aw9lch
noor: la aka ya alsayg
me: okay tc o call me when u arrive home love you
noor: enshala, love you more.
she got in the car and left, and I drove home, its time to face reailty

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BADER POV


wee woke up at 5pm, actually I woke up at 5pm while Rashid and Khalid still asleep, so I decided to call mom, to tell her that I've arrived, she must be worried. I called mom and talked to her, and she began to tell me don't be late at night o take care of ur self and blah blah, and all the time I was like ok mom enshala, ee ok hahaha, 9kait al tlfone and went back to wake up Khalid and Rashid, lazim akb 3laihum may 3shan yg3doon, rgadum wayed thageel :)
I took a glass of water and spill a little on Rashid face and the rest on Khalid, hahahahahha they freaked out and i ran and locked the bathroom on mee hahaha the were screaming
Rashid: Opeen thee door ya 7maaar fat777
khaliddd: fat77 al baaab baraweeekkkk ft77 glt laak
I just kept on laughing until I opened the door, shkla kanaw mswen li 56a Rashid held me o Khalid a5ath rashash almay and opened it, I kept laughing and screaming until the both started to laugh with mee, we stayed in the same position for like 5 minute, until I got up and closed the water.

me: what do you thing we shd doo tonight
Khalid: ma3rf its too late
Rashid: dinner wd be fine
me&khalid: okay thenn

we prayed and then went down too the pool and chillin and EATING 6ab3ah haha , and then Khalid ra7 al reception to ask them abt restaurants.

I was in the pool with Rashid, Rashid 6ela3 bya5th lah shy yaklah, and I stayed in the pool, machof ela two girls coming towards me, I was like " hala booy" hahah , they came and they goes like " heyy sexy" o gamaw ytlazgoon, 3ad ana mni laaa gwyaa hhahaha a
me" im sorry I need to go get me something"
girl1" noo stay u can get it later"
girl2" yeah stay"
anaa n6ait bara alpool o seeda our room, shnaween 3leeh thee ana muslim HAHA
after like 10 mins rashed o Khalid came in,
Rashid : shfeek e5tfait mra wa7da?"
Khalid" ee shfeek mshait 3n al bnat msaken?HAHA"
me: ytlazgoon madrii shnaween 3leeh hahahahah
then we started changing 3shan n6la3 7g dinner.

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REEM POV


i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*,
u know that American blondy blue eyes guys?? the movies guys, eli all the high school girls have a crush on them ?? kill mee, can I just live here the rest of my life hahhaha
he helped me get up.
the guy: are you okay ?
I was still staring at him, not payin any attention to what he says ..
the guy : helloo are you okay ?
m7md and Nasser camee,
m7md: reemmm fech shay ?
Nasser: what happened ?
the guy : I don't know she pumped into me and fell,shes not answering me, I don't know what's wrong with her
(6b3an hai alwa8t ana kelah mtan7a feh xD)
b3dain Nasser slapped me:
me: haa whattt ??
Nasser: enty okk ??
me: shlaa u slapped me a93'r 3yaalk naa :@
m7md, Nasser and the guy laughed
Nasser: shes fine, thank you
and they shaked ands then the guy left
me: shlaa raaa7, abii a3rf shsmaah, maybe hes my future :(
m7md 5zani o Nasser slapped me again.
Nasser: 3n albya5a alzayda jedami yala 5al nmshi
al muhim, kamlnaa o glna bnro7 nt3shaa, they decided to go to an Indian restaurant
d5lna the restaurant and we sat, the waitress took the order, so we sat and started to chat,
I excused to go to the restroom, I walked while I was checking my phone, I pumped into someone, again :) !
 me: ohh sorry !!
I looked up to see .......


me : You !!!


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chapter 18

previously

i turned my face wellaa nasser wagef y6al3na 
with a shocking face

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REEM POV


knt 7adi 5ayfa enaa nasser sam3na or saw that mohd kissed me, y3ni shby9er lo draw ugh ana 3'byaa i shouldnt be back with him, hes my brother's friend for gods sake ughh shittt 

me: mm nasser shfeek 
nasser: ma9dg !
mohd: shfeeek !!!
nasser: tswon lkum akil o matswoon li 
i was like che :|
ughhh al7eeemdillllaaa masm333333 aw chaaaf !!!
me: hahahahhahahahhahha afaa 3leeek a7een asweelk 
so he sat on the chair,
nasser: shmg3dnkum hal 7azaa
mohd: i woke up staarvinggg, yet achofli akil wella reem mni fa glt lha tsweeli 
nasser: hahaha ee walaah a7san shy 
me: hey tra ana mb sh3'ala 3ndkum :) this time anna aswelkum bs next time ento tswon li 
nasser: afa 3leech entyy bs amri shtbeen o b36ech 
sweet lnaa akil o g3dnaa nakel , ughh yoo3 o baaardd 

g3dna nsolf klna ga3den blanket o cup of hot chocolate.
nasser: hai jaw bu 2 :) wench ya Juliet 
me and mohd laughed 
me: weenk ya romeo 
nasser : chub yalaa hatha eli nage9 :)
me: may9er ent tbi juliet o ana ma3ndi romeo 
nasser : chuby chuby chan athb7ch 
i looked at mohd ena, i dont know how to explain it, ena lo nasser dra eni m3ak shb9er, he gave me that look that says " its fine "
nasser : wellaa ya romeo sh5bar juliet beta3ak, rdaito ?
mohd: ee al7emdilla
nasser : 9ijjj !! walaa 7adi mstans lk 
mohd: 7bebi walaah, ana b3d mstans 
nasser: ee achofk mn yom yeet shag al 7alj 
mohd : hahahahaha al7ub o mayswiii 
nasser laughed i was shy i stayed quite, y3ni ma3rf shagol 
me: anzain fkona mn sawalfkum o gololi bachr wen bnro7 ?
nassser: do you wanna stay in houston aw taboon nro7 mkan thani ?
me: houston kela nyi o 7afthenha nabii nroo7 California 
mohd: ee wallah ana b3dd agool che 
me: o yousifo yabi yro7 universal studios
nasser: okay 3ayal achof abdullaa o bachr n7jz tethakr, walla u wanna go by car?
me: ana 3adi ayshy 
mohd: ee eli yray7kum  
nasser : okay then by car ana agol a7sn 
me and mohd: okay 
soo gmna kel wa7d ra7 his room 3shan enaam
but what really happend ena i couldnt sleep, i kept thinking what if nasser or abdullaa knew? bythba7on m7amaad ! i dont wanna cause any troubles 7g my brothers and their friiend, and i kept thinking of what happend, it cute how he loves me that much, ensha he eve told my brother which is his best friend about me.. but him being my brother best friend is what upset me the most, and you know why ... 

 "a9lan a7sn 5al y3'ar bader" i said to myself... after like one minute i realize what i just said a minute ago, omg shda5al bader a7een !, iss what i'm doing to mohd called cheating ? mmmm i dont know ! but really shda5al bader !!

i washed my face and brushed my teeth, and went to sleep.

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BADER POV



soo we just landed, ughh im soo exited, its been like 5 years since i came here, and actually i was with dad, the real one, i miss him .. ughh lets forget about him and have fun, okay soo swaina kelshy o 6l3na welaa my name mr. bader alx maktob eb paper hahhah i felt famous lol, you know when the hotel driver come and pick you form the airport
me: choofaw 7adi famous
khaled : chub chub yala 5al namshi 7adi t3baan

 so when we arrived to the hotel r7na our room o directly slept.

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NOOR POV

when hassan called me, i couldnt believe my own ears, like oh my god !
i didnt know what to doo, i love hassan and i care about him, butt i really dont know what to doo !!!
he loved his sisteer !!! he loved her soo much, and this was the first time i hear him cry,i've never seen  brother loves his sister this way, and actually i've never seen hasan like this!
that moment when he told me" noor e5ti raa7t " and he start crying and screaming, i didnt knoww what to dooo, i caree about him alooottt, i cannntt handle see him like this broken, you maybe wonder, hassan sister mmm  من ذوي الاحتياجات الخاصة
the kind of people when they turn 10 they cant live any longer shy che, he always talks about her, and whenever we go out he shows me her pictures and buys her stuff and wtv , i knew shes  special to him, im tough i can handel these situations, but seeing the one i love broken , i cant i just cant, i stayed quiet when he called when i was about to say his name banad tlfonah
i didnt know what to do i want to see him i want to hug him, like you know when you care about someone so much u want to do any thing to please him, i cried, i tried calling him but tlfonah banad, i called his other siister, she goes like ehwa 6la3 mn 5 hours walla rad, i kept cryingg mabii  yswi fi roah shy, i kept calling and calling and calling but noo useee, ma ga3 yrd 3ly , i stayed thinking ween yumkin ehwa ykoon, and i remember whenever hes pissed,  yro7 cafe yamah ba7ar o he just stay there for hourse, yaraabi shloon ra7 3n baali !!, i called mom to tell her bro7 al ba7ar, then i called the driver to drop me there, soo lebast the hoodie he brought me maktob 3laih " his one&only"o r7t, de5alt al cafe, machftah, then 6la3t baraa and heree he is on the ground with tearing eyes focused on the waves, i went there next to him and sat, hee looked at mee and  and turned to face the sea againm i held his hand, and we stayed silent for like half a hr
hassan: you know, i thought of this time a while back, i knew that one day this will happen, and i thought of it.. how am i supposed to deal with it, but i just couldnt imagine it, so i forgot about it, and stayed hoping for her to stay alive, i should've prepared my self for this..
and he start crying
you know when a guy crys over his sister or mom or a family member, that doesnt mean hes not a man or wtv people think these days, this is his sister he should cry over her ! if he ddidnt then he doesnt have a sense of humanity,
i hugged him and cried, i love him !! will you handel seeing the one u love crying ? will you handel seeing a GUY crying ? noo !!! after a while i thought of it ,
lazim awgaf m3ah ! lazim i help him,
i have to stop crying and help him , i have too !!
me : hassan shes in a better place
hasan: but she just left, i didnt even say goodbye !
me: but shes relieved mn the pain she was  going through, ehya a7en t7t ra7mat allaah,
hassan: dontt youu get ittt i caanttttt livee witthout her, im dying insideee, shes my sisteeerrr noorr my sisteeeerrr andd youuure the only one who know how much she means to mee, who am i buying gifts too anymore ? who am i buying that gummy bears she loves too ? who am i buying pink dresses to ?? whoooo?? shes not longer a liveee ? how am i supposed to live !
me: you have to be tough hassan, lazing towgaaf yam umkk tsaa3d umk 3alaa alshy hathaa, etha ehya ur sister o u love her that much? what about ur mother, u need to help ur mother go through this, ur mother needs uu at this moment specially ! you need to be strong ! ent rayaal al bait a7een ! lazim u stay beside ur sister and mother, im not saying u cant cry.. you can !!cause shes ur sister and u loved her, but who needes u the most right now, is ur parents and sister. i stayed quiet, actually he ignored me
me: hassaan !!!!!
hasan: noor rdi beetkum, please, i wanna stay alone for a while
for gods sakee kell eli gltaah masm3aaah !!!!!! i was sooo pissedd i stood and garbed my bag and went out i was soo madd !!!!!
i called the driver and he goes like : sorry ur mama called me to go for her, i'll come for u after an hr
wtf i sat on the ground so pissed, shy9brni sa3a !!! ughhh

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REEM POV 


soo i woke up fressh in the morning, it was 8am, i woke thhem all uppp o i got ready to go skating, 7adii i wannaa skate lol :P so we alll got readdy o 6l3naa 
When we arrived i dircetly went to pick a shoes and the guys went to play ps3 and billiard and wtv, mohd wanted t come with me but nasser ma5lah hahahha, i took my skating shoes and went to skate ughh it felt soo good, a7sn mn ba7rain :) ba7rain mafi elaa funland and people go there t date and wtv , y3ni yat fatra it was soo faan, but guys there were flirting and annoy girls and wtv a7en 9ar wayed bay5 lol :P anyway  i was skating when someone pumbed into me, i fell, and when i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*







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chapter 17

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sooo tonight there's a bbq with the seniors, i went theree with rawaan, I entered and saw hasan, I gave him my back and turned , I went to sit with the girls, hasan was loking at me all the time and that pissed me off really, so may arrived and she called me so I can go out 7g ad5l m3ahaa I went out nand waited, there was two guyss walking, they looked soo creepy as ena they were on drugs or something,  I ignored until they came closer, I was freaking out sbut I callmed my self , until one of them touched me I scream, I tried to run but they were holding me soo tight, I couldn't move I couldn't get away...


 ...............: HEEEEYYY ENTAAWW TRKAWWW ALBENT A7SN  LKUM !!!

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what drives you in life ? what will you probably feel when they ask you this question and you dont really know how to answer it, people would probably say my friends or the one i love or my family or .. etc, but in fact i don't really know how to answer such a simple question like that,  i would say my friend, yes i would, cause i do love them and they mean a lot to me and thats why i've chosen to travel with them instead of asking my mother to travel with me, it just life has lost it taste exactly the moment when reem told me that she's back with Mohd, i've never been this weak before, its just love .. love made me weak yess its love, well i cant give up ! and i wont, i will get reem back to me, yes i will try my best. 


so me and rashod o 5alood we'll meet at the airport soo on our waay ...
mom: ali 5alaa9 rd albait mafii safraa
me and dad (stepdad) were shocked, i stayed quite, i knew ali will make things right.
ali: yah maryam shfeech, 5laa9 7jznaa kelshy 
mom: la la la mafiii safraa yalaa rd albait a7een, y3ni mn 9iji anaa a5lii wldii ysaafr broo7aah wya rb3aah laaa no waay anaa a9lan shli 5alaaniii awaaf8 maadrii bs bs 3lii glt lk rd albaaitt !!
ali wegaf 3ala yam fi al6reej,
mom: ali traani glt lk nrd albait mb twgf 
ali: okay 7beebti listeen, bader will be just fine, he'll just go with his friends for only one week to have fun, and they are old enough to handle to travel alone, they are men, and specially that rashed 3ndah license, and bader will be 18 in 4 months only, soo dont you think they have the rights to have fun w uhma 93'aar ? yalaah 7beebti ehwa sboo3 wa7d 
mom was silent, she was thinking of it, and then she looked at mee, i smileed at her like a dumb and goes like : yalaaaah too the aippooortt baybeeh 
shee laughed and told ali ymashi ..

w9aalt alm6aaar i met rashed and khaled and their families ga3den ysolfon and eveything after like 30 mins we said our goodbyes and left, o rkbnaa al 6ayaraa o we were off to us .

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NOOR POV 



 that moment when he screamed: HEEEEYYY ENTAAWW TRKAWWW ALBENT A7SN  LKUM !!!

i was totally mtan7aa, okay mahsalaah mashalaaah ughhh 7adaaaah caikaaaaa like seriously a lolipop lets saay ...

guy1: ent shakuu 
..... : agoolk trkaw albnt a7san manbi mahsakal o entaw t3rfon lo et9alt ela alshr6aa bya5thonkum lana youre obviously on drugs soo please leave without any troubles, wa7d far 3ala althani and goes like yalaah 9a7 kalamah 5al namshi 
guy2( the one whos holding my hand) : laa abeeha !
me: o 3amaaa etrkni alaa ya5thk 3eeb 3eeb matst7ii entt 
guy2: chubb enty !!! 
guy1: yalaa 5al namshiiii shfeek !! 
and that hotie was just staring, i said to myself " t7raak saw shyyy :)!!!"
almuhim trkooni o thlaak mshaw
.......: sawolch shy ? t3wrti ?
me: no im fine, and thank you so much !
wela may 6al3a mn syaraa and she came running and hugged me 
may: im sooorrrry 5aleetchhh et6l3eeenn sawoooolch shyy ? entyy okaaay ?
me: its finee babe, anaa okay mafeni shy 
may: im sorry :(, and yeaa btw this is my cousin ahmed, ahmed looked at me and smiled i shake hands with him, and that exactly when hasan came out of that damn door, his eyes were 
O.O
shitt :S, he camee bsr3aaa 7adaah mad 
me: hii hassan hai cuzin may, kanaw shabab yt7rshon feni so ehwaa sa3dni 3shan yamshon
i said quicky 3shan yafham alsalfa wala tkbar alsalfa :) hassan looked at me and ahmed and may o da5aal da5l again :S 
and btw we were in durrat al bahrain one of the seniors shaleeh and his parents were with us too (just to make things clear lol )
i ran after hassan o i stopped him, 
me: hasaan yallaah 3ad "
hasan: reem i dont wanna say anything that pisses you off so please just leave me alone now, we'll talk about it later ..
i walked away of him, i was so pissed, y3ni tra ma9ar shyy , the guy just helped mee ! he shd be thankfull ena ma9arli shy ! 
sooo the night went good, bss la ana wala uhwa 7achena ba3ath kana man3rf b3th, i was the whole time with girls and so does he with the guys ..
soo rdait albait and i called him ........ 
ughh maga3d yrd 3lyy !!!!!!!!!!!!
i called and called and called , hes not answering !! :)
after 1 hr of calling hassan called me, i answer and when i was about to complain abt him nt answering he goes like ..
hassan : ...................
me: oh my god .. !


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REEM POV

so i've done it , im with mohd now, i miss being with him !, hes so caring, and that made me feel spacial in anyway, so when we arrived yaw my brothers 5athon mn al airport, and my brothers had an small house cause they were in america for years and they needed o settle down in a place o 3an al rent stuff and wtv .. so yea mohd, was staying with us, in the same house for two weeks, okay now can you believe that !
soo when we arrived home, yousfo ran upstairs, i ran after him , omg he entered my usual room 
me: yousif e6la3 barah bl6eeb it my room 
yousf: shaku ur room, i came in first
me: its been my room for twoo yearss yalaah baraah 
yousif : says whoo ?? its my room now 
me: YOUSIFOOOO BARAAAH 
nasser o abdullla o mohd came up
nasser: shfeekum 9raa5 twkum yayeen !!!
me: hathaa al7maar ma5thh 3'rftii
yousif: mob 3'rft'ha i came first!
abdulla : a3oth blaah yousif 7abeeb hai 3'rfan reem mn snten a7en 
i looked at him in a devil look
yousif: not true i came first 
mohd was laughing 7atan nasser 
nasser: yousif yalah baraa ro7 theek 3'rftk
yousif: its not fair !!!
nasser: chub chub gal nt fair gal, lat9erli dalee3 ent rayaal a7een yala barah 
6ala3 yousif and i smiled that winning smile hahahhaha and they all left the room, i lay on the bed, ughh it feels so goood to come back <3 

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MOHD POV 

so now we arrived, it feels so good that i'm here with reem, im so happy for that, its just funny when reem fights with yousif haahah, they're like tom and jerry lool, soo 3gb ma g3dna in our rooms, we needed to sleep a 3shan  nrta7 o n6la3 the other day , so i slept it was like 8pm at night.

i woke up veery hungryy likee very very hungry, so gmbt bro7 akil li shy, alsa3a kan 3 in the morning, i was starving, so my room kanat fi the ground floor so lama r7t al m6ba5 sma3t 9ot,
y3ni fi a7ad kan mnak, i entered ella reem mnak,

me: 5ba7 al5air ya 7luu 
reem looked at me and smiled : 9ba7 alward 
me:shfech ga3da a7en ?
reem: yo3aanaa, im starving 
me: hahah ana b3dd, shga3da tswen lch ?
reem: egg sandwich wala shno ga3 tchof m7md :)
me: hahah anzain babe sweeli m3ach walah wayed yoo3aan 
reem: afa 3leek mn 3eni the lee 3eeni the 
me: adri adri t7beni thats why btsweenli 
reem: mnu galk a7bk a9lan
me: adri its in yo eyes babeeh 
reem: weeeh 5uff 3leena wya hal th8a 
i laughed and kissed her cheeks, her face turned red hhahaha ya 3mrii
me: ya 3mri eli yst7ooon, a7bhum anaa
reem: wa3 chub mohd 
i turned my face wellaa nasser wagef y6al3na 
with a shocking face

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chapter 16

previously

o rkbnaa 76ait my bags o yousfo bags and everything an i sat, there was a guy next to me, he was wearing his hoodie cap and covering half of his face with a scarf and wearing a glasses .. like weeeirddd !! It is winter but its not freezing, any way i sat, and i was bussy with my phone .. 

opened twitter and tweeted " such a freak .."

@MohdAlx replied me " who ?"

i ignored i didnt feel like replying and wtv so 76ait my phone 3al plane mood and put on my earphones ..

and طارت الطيارة 

hahhah i just felt like writing it in arabic .. anyway i took of my earphones for a minute cause temalalt ..

wella ...

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surprises, surprises have two kinds of faces, one is good and one is bad, like if its good, it would probably be a birthday surprise or .. etc, and the bad side, for and example, u found out that ur best friend is talking shits behind ur back and all that .. we alll have tried these two kinds of surprises, that made us learn alot about life, and made us be who we are now, stronger than ever,  surprises could even effect the way your living or even the way you feel, like when u love a person and he surprise u by leaving suddenly or changing, it will probably turn to hate, or maybe not hate, maybe something less, like he would avoid them all the time just to not turn that love to hate, or he would try his best just to fight for his love, exactly like bader, he was surprised by what reem told him, he was shocked, he wanted to do something but what could he do, he doesn't even know if reem have the same feelings, so when he fights for her, she would chose him over Mohd, but still bader wanted to fight over reem, he wouldn't give up on her this easy, he liked her, and mmm let's say its more like love .. So bader had an idea ..

"guys shraykum nsafr Huston?" bader said to rashed and Khalid while they're playing billiard.

Khalid: shnswii mnak?

Rashed: ee wallah great idea

Bader: ee a7s wanasa o mnha nro7 California o ny o these cities .. 

Khalid : mm Walaah Madriii 

Rashed : ee Walaah ana Alyom bft7 alsalfa m3a uboy .. 

Bader: ee Ana b3d Bfta7ha m3a umi . 

Khalid :mm okay ana b3d 

Soo we had dinner and rdaina  lbait, I went to my room thinking shlon afta7 alsalfa m3a my mother, well my mom and dad are divorced since i was 12 so i live with my mom and stepdad and my two step brother and sister, well i'll talk to mom cause dad knows nothing about me, since 1month and three weeks now, so it's too fine if I didn't see my father for two months or even more, my step father is like my friend, but I still miss the feelings of having a father, a real one... 

Anyway I went to my mothers room and knocked the door 

Mom: mno. 

Me: it's me mom

Mom: come in 

I entered, 

Me: mom I wanna talk to you about something 

Mom: what do you want 7bebi amer.. 

Me: I wanna ask u if I can travel with my friends to USA 

Mom: and why is that?

Me: mm I dunno just for fun y3ni

Mom: mmm with mno 3ad 

Me : 5alid and rashed 

Mom: 5alid alx o rashed alx ? 

Me: yep 

Mom: mm, Walaah Ali shrayk? .. She was talking to my stepdad 

Ali: walla zainn 5aleeh y3'yr jaw with his friends 

Mom: you think so ? 

I looked at mom in a puppy look

Mom:  okay okay when 3ad ?

Me: 9ijjjjjj yumaaaaa ??? Okaay Anna broo7 achof 5alid o rashed I ran out of the room, YESSSS away shy I'll get to talk to reem and secondly I'll be traveling with my best friends ! Can this get any cooler . 

Soo I called them, there parent were fine with it soo tomorrow we'll be going to book YESS !! 

Soo I lay on my bed soo happy !!! I slept with a smile ugh shkthr mstans ! 

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back to reem 

I was looking at the sky the whole time, it's just amazing sub7an alaaah, when the guy next to me poked me, wtf is he serious a7en banadela al security! So I calmed my self down, i dont wanna cause any troubles, and ignored .. 

the freako : so what is it you want to talk to me about that day in amwaj ? 

i turend to see mohd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whattt iss hee doingg hereee ?!!!!!! wtf !

and metaa medaah ya7jz and how did his visa get ready so fast ! o ehwa twa y3rf ams !!!

me: MOHD :| 

mohd: n3mm 

me: what are you doing here :| 

mohd: nfs al sabab eli y5lech enty hni 

me: ha !

mohd : what ?

me: meta u booked and meta meda  ur visa shsmaah ?!!

mohd: I booked mn zaman cuz ur brother told me that ur going to us . 

me: ... still shocked, actually I was speechless I didn't know what to say

Mohd: shfech knch chayfa ynni 

Me: y3ni t9wr bs ! 

Mohd: hahahaha inzain calm down 

Me: I am calm 

Mohd : ur not 

Me: anzain ! 

Mohd: HAHAHAHA

Me: stop laughing 

Mohd : ok sry 

His face was funny, ena he's holding his laugh well that made me laugh, so we both laughed hahahah 

Cute ! He traveled for me, ain't that sweet ? Ugh god <3 

Mohd: soo spell it 

Me: check yousif shga3d yswi 

Mohd stood to check on yousif, he was a sleep 

Soo i re-thoughts do i early want this? he made me jealous soo it's my turn to make him jealous ..

Mohd interrupted my thoughts, 

Mohd: heeey, wain w9alty? 

Me: hahha oh sorry 

Mohd: so ur not planning to tell mee ? 

Me: mmm well ..... 

Mohd: yeaaah ... Kmlaaay 

Me: I was just thinking ... 

Mohd: yeaaaa ... 

Me: mm I could give u another chance x_x 

 I covers my face with my hands .. So I did, yes..i Spelled it ... 

Mm okay can I take it back ? Ugh I'm confused seriously !!! 

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MOHD POV 

I couldn't believe what am I hearing, is that for reall ? It took me two minutes to realize what happened now is true ... I looked at reem I saw her covering her face with her hands, I held her hand o removed em mn wayha, she was red, she's shy ya3mriii, I miss being this close to here , I miss her beside me ... I missed her so much ! 

you wouldnt believe how much I love her ! Moree than my selfff !! 

Me: so now you'd be my gf? Now your mine ? 

Reem: mmmm 

Me: a7bch reman a7bchhhh !!! 

Reem: ohoooo M7maad 

Me: a7bch !!! 

Reem: stop it layag3d ysfoo

 I whispered : anzain a7bch 

Reem: bs la 

I looked at her and smiled a7bch b3d 

Reem looked at me and smiled, I kissed her hands, I kept looking at her shes mine ya nas she's mine !! 

Suddenly manchof ela yousfo na6 lna, so hdait yadha bsr3a 

Yousif: m7amaaad shnswii I mini :O 

Mohd: nfs al sabab eli 5alak mni
yousif : ohhhh urr cominggg with uss thenn ?!!
mohd: yeaah
yousif : coolll ! reem lets switch places
reem: mabi
yousif: yalah 3ad !
reem: agool eglb wyhk mnak yalah
yousif: wa3 zain
reem: chub la kaaf haa lat5leni a6gk jdam alawadm
yousif: shklch t7lmeen
reem stood, she was serious bt6gaah, i laughed they looked funny !
mohd: ba reem g3day
yousiof: ee g3day
reem 6gat yousif 3ala rasah o g3ad ahahhahhah
god ! they're so funny !
mohd: reem 3ad g3day babe
reem: hai wayd y7b y3'thnii !!
mohd: hahah calm down babe
reem: enshalah

sooo we stayed the whole flight chatting and everything, until we reached us.

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NOOR POV


its been like a week, wee always fight over silly things, i dont like that.. i want our old good days full with love and romance, he's being such an ass, ughhh i dont know when he'll understand that im his's 5alaa9 i wont be with anyone else!

sooo tonight there's a bbq with the seniors, i went theree with rawaan, I entered and saw hasan, I gave him my back and turned , I went to sit with the girls, hasan was loking at me all the time and that pissed me off really, so may arrived and she called me so I can go out 7g ad5l m3ahaa I went out nand waited, there was to guyss walking, the  looked soo creepy as ena they are on drug or something,  I ignored until they came closer, I was freaking out sbut I callmed my self , until one of them touched me I scream, I tried to run but they were holding me soo tight, I couldn't move I couldn't get away...


 ...............: HEEEEYYY ENTAAWW TRKAWWW ALBENT A7SN  LKUM !!!

 wow *phew* whos that hotie .......


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chapter 15

previously

while i was walking to tea club welaa ............. jedami 

.........: HEEY REEEMMM 

ohh noo :) 

me: hallaaa ...

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you know love is something strange, you dont know if ur in love unless u feel these strange feeling that could let you go crazy if anyone tried to do anything or get any closer to ur lover, by then you'll know that ur madly in love .. its strange how you could love two in one .. i dont know if i doo love them for sure, but what do u explain if you cant stand the idea of them being with someone else, i know im selfish but .. what shall i doo they both made me goo crazy, its not about the look you know, its something else, it something weird, that made me go this hysterical about them both.
and when i was going to see mohd, my heart was beating fast, well i thought i'm totally over him, but i guess i still had this small spot in my heart that's still love mohd,. and while i was walking to tea club wella eyad jedami !

eyad : HEEY REEEMMM 

oh no 

me: halaa
eyad: shlonch 

me: okay o ent ?

eyad: zain eb choftch 

me: hehe ( a fake one )

eyad : wela shyaybch mni bro7ch ?

me: ha la an6r rfejti, ent shtswi mni 

eyad : i was about to leave when i saw u, bs now i'll wait len ma tyi ur friend and i'll leave 

wtf ?! is he serious ugh shagolah a7en !

me: haha no need i'll be fine 

eyad: noo yumkin a7ad yt7rsh fech b3dain 

me: what ?! i said im fine ! 

eyad: yala 5al namshi shwy len ma etyi ..

i whatsapped mohd

me: mohd my cuzin is here and he refuse to leave until one of myfriends eyon !

mohd: shit shyabi the? 

me: ughh l dunnoo :) 

mohd: soo what are u planing to do ?

me: mm i guess 5alaah 7ag marah thania ...

mohd : mara thania when !

me: len rdait mn alsafar 

mohd : btsafren ?! 

me: mm yea .. 

mohd : where ?! 

me : to my brothers ..

mohd : ohh ! for how long and when exactly ?

me: tomorrow 4pm flight and for 4weeks 

mohd : wayeedd !!! i wanna see you 

me; mmm yala maybe someother time .. 

mohd : at least tell me where are so i can see u for the last time .. 

me: mm next to starbucks .. 

mohd: okay 

soo i looked up to eyad and he was looking at me like this <3.<3

eww get a life,  my face was like O.O (what are u looking at )

eyad: ur so beautiful 

me: thanks 

eyad : well rfejtch te25rt ... 

me: ee klmt'ha galat mabtyi shakli bard albait 

eyad: 5ala9 ana 3azmch 3ala dinner 

ughh can anyone tell him to back of ..?

me: la malah da3i 

eyad: i insist

me: bs babaa o mam.... 

ga63ni 

eyad: i'll call ur father now :D  

ugh now my father bgol yes :)

me: okay ..

so while walking i spotted mohd looking at us from a distance, oh god can he get any more hotiness.

 so we went to noodle house and sat, we ate o ehwa maskt walaah 3awar rasiii waaayddd ytkalaaaammmm, the whole time i was like yeah hhhh eee hhhh ohhh hhhh okay hhh bss :) 

o la uhwa wa9alni albait :) .. ( he's 18 so he can drive .. )

knt bag3d waraa bs gali ena his stuff wara o mafi makan .. he had a mustang, a blue one .. 

i hated mustang bcuz of him .. he spent all his money on this car, i cant really see the benefits in this .. they all wanna show off there cars it's not cool ...

anyway i sat in the front seat, o maknt asm3aah i was busy with my phone .. until we reached home . ugh finally !  nezalt wella he called me, ftrait lah with a loook ( what 5al9ni)

eyad: a7bch 

i shut the door in his face and entered the house 

wa3 9ij mayst7i ! 3balah bcus he's cute i'd love him .. naa uhhh babee naa uhhh 

anyway i slept cause i was so tired .. 

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RAWAN POV 

bader mbayn mayadri ena reem btsafr bachr .. 

i have to tell him, lana 1 month mub shwy ..

i called him ...

bader: haa 

me: maygolon ha bader :)

bader: shtben :)

me: loo anaa reem chaan 3adalt al9ot o kalamtni eb a7san shy malat 3laik 

bader: rawanoo 5al9eeni shtben mob fa9'i lch ga3 al3b ps3 

me: anzainn 

bader: gooly 

me: tadri ena reem bachr btsafr ?

badeR: ha ?

me: eee shahar kaml 4 weeks 24 days 

bader: laish ma adri !!!

me: ent mash3'ool wya al7ub sara to make her jealous ..

bader: chub u know its fake !

me: anzainn ..

bader: a7een shaswi abi achoofha before she leave

me: shlon 3ad ?

bader: madri ! i have to think of something !!

me: you dont have time to do that ... she's leaving tomorrow
bader: whattt ??
me: yepp
bader: i gottaa thinkk fassttt  

6OO6 6OO6 6OO6

9akah fi wayhi :) wow

zain mni glt lah b3d :) 

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back to reem

okayy everything is readyyy i just need to get these bags to the airport and flyyy :D YEEEY !! Cant wait to see my brothers ! 

so rekbna alsyara and we headed to the airport ..

what made me happy is that rawan, noor and may was theree 

awww soo cutee i love them so muchh ! bagi 3 hours 3ala my flight sooo i told them that we can sit in dq for a little,
so we sat ..
rawan: eeeh nsait agoolch
me: what ?
rawan looked behind as she were saying look behind..
i turned wellaa that was bader .. !
what is he doing here asshole !
i turned back at rawaan and gave her that look that  says i HATE you ..
(6ab3an my parents left so im here with rawan, noor, may, yousif and bader)
yousfi gam yslm 3alaa bader, i guess they became friends mn my bday surprise :)
bader: hey reem how are you
me; fine wbu ?
bader: al7emdillaa
i wanted to sound 7a8era so i said
me: how's saraa ? you know guys ur so cute together
bader: mmm about that .. i wanna talk to you about something ..
you wanna talk to me about what ? u love story ?

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BADER POV


i looked at rawan in way that i wanted her to get up and go walk with yousif and the girls cus i wanna tell reem that me being in a relationship was fake and i dont really want her to leave o ehya za3lana 3ly ...

rawan : i'll goo buy me some snaks from there, mno byi ?
noor& may: anaa
rawan: yousifo matbi shy takla 7g al6yaraa ?, u'll spend manny hourse, btmot yo3
yousif : i have enough snaks lol i bought me yesterday
noor: well, u remember hai al candy eli we fought about it that day ? the green one ?
yousif : ughh u always know my weekness
the girls laugh and they all went to buy them snaks and wtv ..

soo i looked at reem who looked very mad and nervous
me: shfeech
reem : salamtk
me: reemi shfeech
reem: esmi reem
me: la enty reemi
reem: ew bader, that called cheating, you have a gf, you can call her sarati.
me: why are you jealous?
reem: hell no .. why shall i, i have a bf too
me: and who is that ? ( i thought she's kidding ..)
reem: mohd la ..

I was speechless she must be kidding me right ?!

The girls and yousif came, she stoody saying they'll have to leave they said there goodbyes and Hugs and when it came to me she said bye bader, say hi Sarah ! She knows how to piss me of.

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Back to reem 

oo we said our goodbyes and everything, and we entered ..

I left bader standing there shocked and speechless .. A7snla! Ma7atgl la ysweli che 

Anyway, swaina mal al passport o kel hai alashya2 o rkbna al6yara ..

yousifo seat kan jedami, cuz we both wanted our seats next to the window lol :P so dad booked us these seats.

o rkbnaa 76ait my bags o yousfo bags and everything an i sat, there was a guy next to me, he was wearing his hoodie cap and covering half of his face with a scarf and wearing a glasses .. like weeeirddd !! It is winter but its not freezing, any way i sat, and i was bussy with my phone .. 

opened twitter and tweeted " such a freak .."

@MohdAlx replied me " who ?"

i ignored i didnt feel like replying and wtv so 76ait my phone 3al plane mood and put on my earphones ..

and طارت الطيارة 

hahhah i just felt like writing it in arabic .. anyway i took of my earphones for a minute cause temalalt ..

wella ...

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chapter 14

Here's a long post for my new followers .. thanks for following me <3

and i added some actions of some other characters lives for those who ask for it ..

Previously 

i was soo jealous !! y3ni is he serious o laa bkl th8aa " this is my beautiful gf saraah !"

wa3eee get over urself enzain !! 

mn kthr ma i was jealous o mad i had thiss fkraa jahanamyaaa :) i im surely shouldnt do it .. but it did it anyway ! and it was .................

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And it was getting back with Mohd .. 

Okk I know I'm Doing the wrong thing but, a7een bader wya thek mstans and he's totally over me and i just stay depressed ?! na uhh, i didint thought of how could this effect mohd i was totally forgetting about his feelings .. butt who knows maybee i'll fall for him once again ?!

so i whatsapped him ..

me : hii 

Mohd : hey

me : i wanna talk to u abt smthing ..

mohd: sure .. 

me: i cant here ..

mohd: do u want me to call or u want us  to catch up in a place ?

me: mm i guess seeing u is better ..

mohd: sure where and when ? 

me: tea club amwaj ? it would be probably away form home so i guess a7san ..

mohd: sure and when ?

me: tonight at 7pm 

mohd: see u there .. 

mee kkay 

well i dont wanna tell this to anyone cause i dont really want anyone to judge me .. i want to do whatever i want i dont want anyone to tell me what to do, and this would be the first thing i would do without telling anyone ..   for the first time in my life im not telling noor this, cause i know she'll be in baders side even tho hes in a relationship now she would tell me that i was the reason for what happened fa i'll keep this to mee untill everything settles and i'll tell her enshalah.

i got up and went to mama,

me: mama 7beebti 

mama: goly 7beebti 

me: i wanna go out one last time gbl la asafr :(

mama: twch ams 6al3ah reem !

me: elii ygol 5atheet ra7ti wya yousfoo !

mama: la reem mafi 6al3a 

me:mama yalaa 3aad !! wlaaah 7araam mabchoof my friends for onee month :( i get to cry whenever i remember this (i acted as i was about to cry ) ..

mama: badeena bldala3 :) !

me: 7beebti enty 

mama: wya mnu o wain ?

me: amwaaj wyaah may lana ams mayat m3ana 

mama: laish amwaj b3eed !

me: lana jreeb mn bait'hum o uhma ma3ndhum sayg 

mama : mmm enzainn s2li ubooch 

me : 7beebtii mama i kissed her and went to call baba lana kan in work ..

i called baba: he said ask ur mom haha soo that means im going 

okaayyy nowww what shall i weaaarr 

and i decided to wear this( it was winter and it was actually our winter break )

and i waved my hair into a big waved. 76etli  eyeliner, mascara, bronzer and brown mat lipstick and i was ready

and it was 6 for the first time in my life i get ready before thetime so i decided to go and do my nails ..

so i entered nailspa and sat .. weird makan feeh a7ad ! bs one was doing her nails .. she seem familiar but i didnt feel like saying hi or talk to people so i ignored ..

rawan called so i answered 

me: heyy 

rawan: heyy babee watcha doin 

me: geting my nails done 

rawan : aah 5aynaa 

me: hahaha malal  b3d !

rawan: zainn .. mmm reem 

me: halla 

rawan : remember Zaid?

me: ay Zaid ?

rawan : reeeem -.-

me: ohh okay thaak.. shfeeh?

rawan : he said it ..

me: 7LFYYYYY 

rawan : walaaahhh reeem i dnt knowww what tooo saaayyy ( and by he said it ena he said that he loves her )

me: awww 7abeeebtiiiiiii im happyy foor youuuuuu !!!

and if ur wondering what is Rawan's storry ... heree it it 

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RAWAN POV 

it was summer 2012, my father decided to take me to a summer skool in uk so i can manege to live my life when i graduate and the classes would really help me in uni soo i agreed to go ..

i lived with a host family ,, i loved them they were so kind and nice ! 

first day of skool there was many arabs, soo i kinda felt relieved and the best part of it all that each class has only 5-6 students soo that meant it would be much easier to us to understand .. anyway 

i went to class and set .. 2 english boys were there and and 2 girls, one is english and the other was indian so we were 5 .. the teacher came and started to introduce himself..

someone knocked the door and entered .. hee seemed to be kuwaiti .. you know the style and look .. totally kuwaiti .. i have kuwaiti familys who lives in kuwait each summer we go visit them for a week .. anyway thats not our subject lol :P

the boy : hi, sorry for being late, i was searching for the class .

the teacher: its fine new boy.. come have a seat ..

so he sat next the indian girl ...

soo the teacher said that int his class we'll intrudoce ourselves to our partners,

so it was like u get up say ur name, age and where are u from .. 

i got up and said .. my name is rawan im 16 years old(back then in 2012 i was 16 :P) and  im from bahrain .. and then the girls o 3gb the guys until we reached to this guy ..

the boy: hi im Zaid im 17 years old and im half bahraini and half kuwaiti .. i was like i knewww u looked kuwaiti .. sooo since then we all became friends .... when we went to skool trips to everywhere .. it was fun i wos so close to zaid .. we spent 3 months togather, i also met other people in the other classes .. it was such an great experiance soo me and zaid was soo cloosee i kinda liked him so much ! you know ! i spent 3 months with himmm and tonight was the last night for us all .. all of uss well be back home ... such a night !

it was a party for us and teh teachers we were alll between happy and saad, happy because of this great 3 months we spent together and sad that we're leaving .. so i was sitting next to rama ( the indian girl ) and sarah ( the engllish girl ) and zaid was infront of us .. .. 

rama: Riee ( the name the used to call me ) look zad is looking at uu, he seem to like u 

sarah : ohh yeah it his eyes .. 

me: sharaap noo were just friend .

reme and sarah : yeah right .. u like him tooo 

me: sharap -.- 

zaid called me .. so i stood 3shan aro7 lah wella rama tgoli( gooo girlll ) i looked at her with a death stare the both laughed and i left 7g zaid ..

we went out and sat on the grass

 zaid: can u believe we wont spend anymore time together any more ?

me: ugh dont remind mee of this ..

zaid : mm Riee 

me: yes 

zaid: i like u ..

OOMAA GOOSH X_X i didnt know what to say or what to do !! cause in fact i liked him too 

zaid looked at me : fdait eli yst7oon 

he said ..

hee held my hand and looked at the starts, "will u be my one and only ?"  he said 

mni anna i couldnt breath .. lol oma gooshh 

i looked at him with a smile, cause actually i liked him too he looked back at mee and i said yes .. and we sat there untill the part kamilat and we headed to our houses i was sooo happyyy i told rama and sarah everything and from that day i was with him ... were not live these kind of relationships these days .. we liked each other but it wasnt love.. we decided to say it when we really mean it .. i've waited a year to hear it and finally he said it ..

i was out with him it was his birthday i bought him for lunch .. and he told me that while looking in my eyes and holding my hand .. it was the best thing eveer !!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HIMM !!

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back to reem ..

i ended up the call with rawan, i was so happy for her .. 

after like 30 minutes the girl was done so she got up to leave and when she saw me she came 

 the girl  : ohh reem right ??

ohh shit not youu ...

me: hehhe yea ...

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BADER POV 

i was playing ps3 with my brother, you know when a guy plays ps3 ynsa al3alam o al7ayaa and just thinking of winning lol :P my phone kept vibrate i ignored .. y3ni nothing interested to care about and spacialy reem matklmni .. so whoever wants me must wait .. 

after like half an hour, i checked my whatsapp and it was sarah

sarah: badeeerrr 

            badeeeerrrrrr

           weeenk answweer bsr3aaa

           answeeer 

           akaa reem

           reem mniiii 

           weenk 

           malat 3laik lakin

           ana al3'l6ana eli glt bgolk 

           ugh BADEEER 

 me : haa ? wain reem ? 

sarah : la please shla rad ?

me: haa goolyy 

sarah : akahiaa fi nailspaa jdami 

me: 9ijj ?? ro7ii ellhaa slmy o chee y3ni and tell herr ena bader talked about u wayd fi almadrsaa o ur cclasses with him o shy chee, show her that ur madly inlove with mee

sarah : HAHAH okay shwy shwy 

me: chuby juts do it ..

sarah : okaay hahaha 

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SARAH POV 

So i walked to her 

me: ohh reem right ?

reem: haha yeaa and ur saraah la?

me: eeeh, ohh sh5barch ?

reem: okay o enty ?

me: okaay, walaaah lo tadreen shkthr bader yt7cha 3nch enty o rb3chh, he seem to love his classmates 

reem smiled and it obvious that shes jealous 

reem: hahah ee we love him too 

me: haha soo what color u'll pain ut nails with ?

reem: maroon 

me: great i love that color 7atan bader y7b maroon 

reem: hehe good alla y5leekum le b39' 

me: enshala a7een ray7at laah tbeen tyeen ?

reem: mm la walah i have stuff to doo ..

me: ohh okayy maybe some other time 

reem: enshallah

me: yalla bye 

reem: byee 

and i left, mskeena mbyn 3leha mb 7abtni at all 

i called bader to tell him everything ..

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reem pov ..

ewww shtabii thee wai3aa ! o laa ray7ya tchoofah b3dd, chafch yni enshala :) goli ammeen ( i said to the Philippine girl whos doing my nails) she looked at me awkwardly .. hahhha lol 

i was done with my nails i paid and Called ghulaam to come and pick me up .. so as i arrived to amwaj i called mohd 

 me: hey wenk 

mohd: da5l an6rch 

me: im omw ..

mohd: okay  na6rch 

mer: bye 

  

while i was walking to tea club welaa ............. jedami 

.........: HEEY REEEMMM 

ohh noo :) 

me: hallaaa ...

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

please tell me ur thoughts ... 

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