chapter 22

I know guys i've been so late and u probably forgot the story but im back :( ..


previously


Noor

I woke up having a really bad headache, and stomachache. the room was soo hot, I started to sweat, I kept searching for my phone all over the room, until I remember what happened last night, I started to cry, I tried to stop myself and kept thinking shlon agdr a5th tlfone o at9l 3ala reem, I need her now I really need her, soo I stood up I was feeling dizzy, I opened the door, twni b6la3 wella ..........


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twni b6l3 wella i remembered that I still have my old blackberry, i went to wash up o 76ait al blackberry 3ala al charge, when i was done, i looked at the time wela it was 5am, i called Hassan,

phone : ... ... ... ... ...
Hassan : aloo
me: 7beebiii 7assann im sorry maklmtttk amss are you okay ? are you asleep i miss youuu mama took my phone and i couldn't talk to you and i remembered that i have my old blackberry and my old number sooo ..
Hassan ga6a3ny : 7beebti heda2y ma3liii chill chill calmdown
i started to cry i don't know why but i felt soo, cause the feeling of not having him around creeps the hell out of me.
Hassan: 7ayati ma3leeh im sorry sababt lch hai alshy lat9e7en 7yati
me: nooo i can't stand the idea of not talking to you when you needed me
Hassan: ma3li 7bebi
me: nmt lk shay ?
Hassan: la magedart ..
me: laish shfek
Hassan: madri ge3adt athkrha o knt 5ayf 3lech
me: inzain did u eat
Hassan : no
me: gom 7bebi kell lk shy
Hassan: mob meshtahy
me : please ..
Hassan: enshalah
me: okay 7bebi
Hassan: a7bch
me; more and more and more
hassas: 9dgeni 3mry mara7 ansa wagftch m3ay
me: 7beebi hay wajb 3ly, now goom kell lak shy okay
Hassan : okay
me: yalaah call me when ur done
Hassan:  enshallah
me: loveyou bye
Hassan : more .. bye

i felt good, talking to him have alway made me feel safe,  now i really need to talk to reem and tell her, she's his best friend she needs to know .. but i don't feel like talking now, i'll call her later this day.


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bader

bader: stop let me finish, I never thought of anyone else after you, sarah was just a lie, it was a huge mistake acting that i was with sarah so I may pay ur attention, I was stupid for doing this, I really miss you, I came all the way from Bahrain to Houston just to explain to you, that I never was with anyone, I never thought of anyone, and I never loved anyone but you, and yes I really have to admit it that I really really love you reem.

mohd : sh9ayer mni !!
bader: shtchof ga3 aklmha at9al7 m3aha
mohd: ma7ad kalmk ent
reem: its fine mohd were just talking
mohd: shnuu its finee ga3 egoolachhh y7bch o madriii shnuuu o tgoleliii its finee maynoona entyy ?!!
bader: welli ysalmk manbi mshakil 5al n6l3 la yshkoon 9ayr shy
i left them both and went back to the guys
Nasser: ha ur good now
bader: yea were fine
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Reem


mohd: enty mn 9ijich? shlon tsm7eenlaa yklmch o ygolach haloon ??
reem: walaah wallaah malii bar9'k mn al9b777 o ent emthaygni basss rasii y3wrnii please give me a break. 

I left him there and went back to the guys.

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Mohd

I cant believe what jst happen yeyata mnee akeed be5arb kelshyyy kelshyy 9ij lain galaw ya fr7a ma tmt, but no I won't let him screw everything..

went back to them and sat, i didn't feel like eating, I was really pissed off.

Nasser: shfek m7md ma gam takil ? 

Mohd: mob mshtehi ( looked at reem)

Abdulla : we reemo shkla mub 3ajbah 6ba5ch 

mohd : haha (fake) la walla bs sheba3t, mub zain yaklon o uhma sheba3a 

they laughed, bader faked a laugh but reem was lookin down at her plate and eating shwy shwy.i love her, I can't stay mad at her. I picked my phobe up and texted her " im sorry princess" it took her 3 mins to check her phone, as soon as she saw my text she looked at me and smiled.

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 Bader 

pfttt ashkaraaa they're texting tbtsm laah o ybtsm lahas ughh thisss would be so hardddddd !!!
but you have to fighttt for what you want, and i will fight for you reem, just wait till we're back to bh, and i will show you how much i love you  o ina a7na lazim nkon la b3ath. the day went buy and we left after having the afternoon tea to the hotel to get some rest cause we planned we'll go out at night.


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at 5pm reem got the call .....

 

chapter 21

hello guys, Im so sorry for being this late, I just had some pressures, this post will be soo long, hope you like it.


  previously

nzalt ta7aat, baba wanted me to show him something to do with his pone, 
mama: NOOORR
mm whats wrong with her !! shitt Hassan told me he'll call me in 5 mins, she must answered him !! 
me: baba dgega bchof mama shfeha ..
i ran upstairs to see mama wagfa o my phone fi yadha o she was sooo madd !! 

 oh shitt, she must knew about me and Hassan, totally not the right time :S !!

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Coincidence, i never believed in coincidence, i always thought its something that only exist in movies and fairy tales, like Cinderella when the prince found her, that was a coincident. what about the movies , like 2, girl and boy meet up every time in a different  places as a coincident, and they go like, its fate that brought us together. i always thought of that as a bullshit, sorry for the bad language, but yeah, i may go to a place and see the same guy i see every time i go there, and i'll be thinking "oh fate brought us together" and whatever, but in fact, that guy only works there, so thats why i've been seeing him every time i go to that place ! i know girls usually like these kind of stuff, but i never believed in coincidence until now, when bader came out of the cold store, i was so shocked, like what the hell is he doing here ?!! oh my god i miss this face, these eyes, his hair and everything about him , but huh my pride wd never let me talk to him or be friends with him..
yousif ran to him, 
yousif : hey bader, rashid, khalid shlonkum ??
bader: ohh al ysff ent hnii !! ana zain o ent shlonk 
rashid and khalid: hala hala 
yousif: ee every winter break enyi mni 7g u5wani 
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Bader


Yousif : ee every winter break enyi mni 7g u5wani 
i looked up to see her, wow she looked so beautiful, i love her long wavy hair, it makes her more atractive, which makes me jealous, she did something, i was a lil bit mad with it, okay not lil, aloot, she held mohds hand, like seriously ? im here just for her to tell her that my relationship with sarah is just a bullshit , and shes back with mohd ?!!!
nasser: halaa bader shlonk 7abebi 
bader: halaa al7emdillaa ent shlonk 
abdulla : hala hala mn meta machfnak ent
bader: walaah fi nass mayklmoni a7en 
shee looked at me with a look, that i really wanted to laugh hahhahaha 
abdulllah : shda3waa reemo 
reem looked away 
i shook hands with mohd, and he gave me a look as well =)) 
abdulla : so why dont you guys come for lunch at my crib tomorrow ? reem can cook for you guys 
reem looked at abdulla with a death look hahhahah 
nasser: yeaah come, reem is a really good chef 
yousfi : ay chef ay 5rabe6 a5r mara klait mn aklha i ended up in the hospital,
reem : ohh realy madri mnu eli swa ro7a yakl o swa order mn KFC yala chubb 
they all laughed and i did too hahha 
rashid: yala 5ala9 al 3'ada 3leekum bachr 
nasser: okay 
so he gave us the addressand we walked back to the hotel.
i cant wait for tomorrow 

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Hassan 


Soo i talked to noor and i told her that i'll call her in 5, i went down, said good night to my mom, then went upstairs, brushed my teeth and called her, 
hassan: ha 7ayati 
..... : mnuu ???
hassan : mmm ha ?
...... : 6o6 6o6 6o6 

oh my god, laykon hai her mother, shittt !!!

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Noor

i ran upstairs i saw mama standing and her face is red.
me: mm mama shfech
mama: g3day
i sat ..
mama: shnu beench o ben hasan ?
me: were just friends
mama: goly al 9ijj noor !!
me: im telling the truthh !!!1
mama: 3YAL SHLA MET9L O 7A6AT M3A ESMAH 8ALB O YOM RDAIT YGOLCH 7YATII ?? HAA? RDAAY
me: mm mama a7na chee our group we say 7yati 3mrii and ask reem b3d, cause we been too close for how manny years now ?  6 years?
mama: ma3arf shla mob gadra a9dgch !
me: mama !!!
mama: chofy ana bmsheha lch a7en, bs 9dgen etha drait ench 9ij m3ah btchofen shy ma3mrch chfteeh , anaa abi m9l7tch, mabi ay 9bay yg9 3leech, im not telling ur father about this bs ba5th tlfonch 3ndi
me : bs mama Hassan mo mthl ay 9bay ... !!!1
mamma: chub yala
she went out and shut the door, i started crying !
shit, kelsh mob 7azitaaa ughhh 7assan needs me now !!
i need to figure out something !! i need to talk to him !!
so i cried myself to sleep ...


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Reem

i woke up fresh in the morning, i dont know why i was happy mm, was it because i saw him ? i dont know im just happy, so i washed up and went downstairs to the kitchen it was 9am, i wanted to talk to noor i miss her so much, 7ata 7asan etha bader o rashed o khalid mni y3ni aked uhma bro7hum !
bs alsa3a 12 fi bahrain akeed ehya nayma a7en !bklmha 3gbb, so i started thinking of shno i cook today, i better show bader what hes missing, 5alah wya thech, i thought of some rice and chicken sizzling, and sushi. for dessert i thought of chocolate 
cheese cake. i went upstairs to wakeup one of my brothers ya5thni to get the recipe, but abdulla asked mohd to take me and mohd was so happy about it, i was like its fine lets talk maybe i can fall for him all over again who knows. 6el3na mn albait, mohd was driving abdullas car.
mohd: 7bebti 
iwas looking out lost in my thoughts about bader coming and what shall i do so he be really jellly.
mohd: reeem 
i turned to him,
me: hala 
mohd: wain w9lty ?
me: hahah srry i was thinking of shno ba5th 
mohd: laish maktbty shno tbeen ?
me: balaa bs u know halal food and wtv ..
mohd: yeaa, so babe i dont want you to give a lot of face to bader, you can just say hi, y3ni a7s no need to la ?
me: yea 
he held my hand and faced the road.
my phone rang, i checked it was dans number, shit a7en bader bysweli salfa, shno bader reem mohdd mohddd ughh gooodd !!
mohd: answer la, ymkin one of ur brothers
me: no need 
he looked at me weirdly, 
mohd: give me ur phone 
me: shtabi fi tlphony ?
mohd: just give it to me, i freaked out and gave him 
mohd: whos dan ? and he answered 
mohd: hi ?
dan: mm i guess its rays number right ?
mohd: no 
dan: oh sorry then, bbye 
mohd looked at me : whos dan reem ?
i was silent, he stoped the car and turned to face me, 
mohd: GLT LCH MNU HATHAA 
me: malah da5i t9ar5 ha 
mohd: btrden 3ly wala shlooonn !!!
me: its the guy from the skating place yesterday 
mohd: o mn wenlah ur number
me: i saw him in the restaurant, he asked for my number, i was like its fine we'll be just friends, nothing big 
mohd: walah ?? o mafkrty tgolely ?
we arrived to the super market nzalt seda and i entered, mali bar9' fights mn al9b7. yali and i ignored, we stayed silent the whole time till we arrived home, i started to cook, it 12 already,and al7emdilla everything is ready, i haven't talk to mohd mn 6al3tna len a7en, the guys arrived and they sat in the living room, so I sat everything up and called them,g3daw o I sat too, they started to eat.
bader was eating with none stop, akeed he liked the food e7mm,
Rashid: ahhha bader shwy shwy al akil mara7 y6eer traa
bader: chub 5alni akil yoo3aan matryagt
Nasser: ee t3aal traa wayedd th3faan
bader looked at me : ee mn al7ubb
the guys laughed ..
ewww sh8a9daaa diee bader diee okk ?
tnrfazt, yawadt glass al juice bashrab o 6a7 o enksar, sedaa I stood up
me: sorry bro7 ayeeb shy an9'fa

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bader


she looked very angry, so when she stood to go to the kitchen I stood and followed her.
mohd stood too , but Abdulla told him : 5alhum maybe yt9al7oon dam uhma mthawshen uhma rab3 lazim yt9al7on.
mohd looked really mad, but its obvious that he trying to calm his self down.
d5alt al kitchen reem reelha t3wrat mn al glass, so I went to help her,
reem: shtabii entt ro77 mabeek
me: reem 36eeni al lazga b76ha lch
reem: glt lak rooo7 mabeeek !!
me: GLT LCH 36EENI AL LAZGAA !
reem gave me the lazga o 76ait'ha lha, then I stood facing her
me: im sorry
her eyes started to tear..
me: I thought that if I tell you I have a gf and stuff i'll pay ur attention, but I was wrong,
reem: bs ..
bader: stop let me finish, I never thought of anyone else after you, sarah was just a lie, so I may pay ur attention, I was stupid for doing this, I really miss you, I came all the way from Bahrain to Houston just to explain to you, that I never was with anyone, I never thought of anyone, and I never loved anyone but you, and yes I really have to admit it that I really really love you reem.

..... : sh9ayer mni !!
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Noor

I woke up having a really bad headache, and stomachache. the room was soo hot, I started to sweat, I kept searching for my phone all over the room, until I remember what happened last night, I started to cry, I tried to stop my self and kept thinking shlon agdr a5th tlfone o at9l 3ala reem, I need her now I really need her, soo I stood up I was feeling dizzy, I opend the door, twni b6la3 wella ..........



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chapter 20

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I excused to go to the restroom, I walked while I was checking my phone, I pumped into someone, again :) in one day :) !
 me: ohh sorry !!
I looked up to see .......


me : You !!!

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life would probably mean nothing without my family, even tho if I had a millions of friends, I would probably feel lonely, like one day if I go back home at night, not facing my mom shouting at me" why are you so late". life gives us a lot of lessons, and what I actually learned is, no one will be there for me, but my family, its true that Noor was there for me and Im 100% sure if reem and the rest of my friends knew, they'll be here by now, but still family always come first, despite all of this, I have to face reality, my sister is gone and nothing would probably bring her back to life, Noor is the only one person who I can count on and trust and I know no matter what she'll be there for me, and yes its hard to get over this, but apparently Im doing good so far making my mom get along with what just happened 23 hours ago, I can do this and yes I can go through this because i'm strong and actually what's making me strong is .. Noor .. I think I do love her ..
but it not the right time to think of this, you know ..

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REEM


I looked up to face the boy I saw in the skating place, ughh good your hot :(
me: you !!
the guy : haha yea mee ! and again u pumped into me..
me: haha yea its like god wants us to meet again! ( la mn 9iji ana glt che :) ughh reem)
the guy: haha yea, soo your name is ?
me: reem, they call me Ray ( will I always thought of this, like when I go study in America, shno my nickname eli by9er easy to them to spell it haha I know so smart..)
the guy: nice name, im dan
me: and its a short cut to ?
dan: Daniel
me: cool, so I guess i'll have to go now, nice to meet you.. ( no I don't wanna go sayyy something :( )
dan : will can I at least text you if u dnt mind for sure
me: aww mm sure why not ..
soo I gave him phone so he can save his number and I he gave me his phone so I can save my number, we said bye and I left to the restroom,
I thought of all this, oh shit I totally forgot about m7md, hmm anzain 3adi its not like i'll fall for him or something, were just friend, hmm were not even friends i' just met him few hrs ago :|
hmm m7md don't have to know about it, I put on some lipstick and went back to the table,

Abdulla: what took u so long
me: I met that guy from the skating place, he said hi
m7md: and ?
me: bs y3ni
m7md: anzain shaku ywgaf w yslm
me: almuhim lets eat
m7mad stayed pissed at me the whole time, I don't think lah da3i y3ni !
kamlnaaa dinner o 6l3na netmasha ..

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Bader ..


soo we went to this restaurant, and sat, kelaa chicks !! oh god baderrr stop looking, remember reem!!
oh yeaa when ever I remember a7s 3enni tet7wl to hearts haha, <3
so we ate , I stayed mo2adb just kept my eyes on Khalid o Rashid hahaha, kmlna o df3naa, 6l3naa mn al restaurant o g3dna netmshaa, we passed by a cold store, so we thought of buying us some food for the night in the hotel .. like snaks or something.. de5alnaa o shrena, lama 6el3naa ..

.......: heeyy bader, Rashid, Khalid shloonkmm ??
me: oh heey !!

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Noor


i guess i need to tell reem about Hassan ! he's her best friend, she must be here for him, bs Hassan maybeni agol 7g wala a7d, maybe y5rb safrhum :S ugh good,
mama came in to my room
mama: 7bebti shfech 6ol alyom ga3da fi 3'rftch malch 7s wala t6l3en bara ?
me: sorry mama bs im pissed a lil
mama: shfech 7bebti goleli ana umch aked btrta7en len glteli ..
me la bs e5t my friend twafat faa za3lana 3la my friend :(
mama: weee alaa yr7amhaa mthwaha al jana enshalah, mnu ay refejat
me: Hassan alx
mama: mnu the ?
me: mama yalah 3ad my friend from skool, 7tan thech almara 6al3en group
mama: mathkra
me: mama mn 9ijich a7en were friends mn 4 snen ymkin o mat'thkren ??
mama: wee hathaaak al abya9' elii mn bait alx ..?
me: ee Yuma hatha uhwa
mama: wee ana sma3t ena 3ndhum 7alat wfaah bs madrait u5tah :( o ana agol bachr baroo7 a5lff 3lehum :(
me: 9ijj 3yal bayi m3ach
mama: e wala tsawin 5air 7bebti, wella sh5bar reem o safrat'ha ?
baba called me from downstairs
me: zaina, dgega mama  bro7 achof baba shyabi

nzalt ta7aat, baba wanted me to show him something to do with his pone,
mama: NOOORR
mm whats wrong with her !! shitt Hassan told me he'll call me in 5 mins, she must answered him !!
me: baba dgega bchof mama shfeha ..
i ran upstairs to see mama wagfa o my phone fi yadha o she was sooo madd !!

 oh shitt, she must knew about me and Hassan, totally not the right time :S !!


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chapter 19

hello guys, Im so sorry for being his late, I just had a really rough time with my granddad's sudden death, and I promise you I wont stop posting until I finish this story, I just need your feedbac.
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 previously

 i was skating when someone pumped into me, i fell, and when i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*

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HASSAN POV

I kept my eyes focused on the sea, thinking of this whole thing and how will dana's death effect me, like seriously how can I handle this ? she's my sister, my baby sister, my wild one.
I stayed there for 30 mins b3d ma noor meshat, I thought of her, she was right my family needs me now, so I decided to apologize and go home. I walked out the café to the parking place to see Noor standing, wearing her brown circle sunglasses with red face, ya 3mri m39ba 3ly I walked to her and she gave me her back

me: Noor
noor : .....
me: noor
noor: .....
me: t7gren y3ni ?
noor: .....
me: babe
noor took off her glasses: n3m
me: im sorry
noor: 3adi ( she puts on her glasses again and face the road)
me: mn 9iji ana asif ( I kissed her hand)
noor : I was just trying to help ! , cause I lived this before, I know how it feels when someone's very special to u pass away.
me: im sorry baby, I wasn't in the mood forgive me please
noor: how can I be mad at u a9lan !
me: I love you
noor: even more
me: wain alsayg laish wagfa mni bro7ch
noor: byeli 3gb n9 sa3a
me: o laish mad5lty tn6ren daa5l
noor:i was pissed of u
me: anzain tbeni aw9lch ?
noor: laa no need
me: tra aka syara bw9lch
noor: o ent shla t6l3 bl syara bdon license !!
me: 3adi Yuba
noor: la mo 3adi matdri 3leha m5alfa o u could go to jail cause of this
me: noor 7bebti weli yslmch mali bar9'
noor: okay sorry :S
me: yala t3ali aw9lch
noor: la aka ya alsayg
me: okay tc o call me when u arrive home love you
noor: enshala, love you more.
she got in the car and left, and I drove home, its time to face reailty

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BADER POV


wee woke up at 5pm, actually I woke up at 5pm while Rashid and Khalid still asleep, so I decided to call mom, to tell her that I've arrived, she must be worried. I called mom and talked to her, and she began to tell me don't be late at night o take care of ur self and blah blah, and all the time I was like ok mom enshala, ee ok hahaha, 9kait al tlfone and went back to wake up Khalid and Rashid, lazim akb 3laihum may 3shan yg3doon, rgadum wayed thageel :)
I took a glass of water and spill a little on Rashid face and the rest on Khalid, hahahahahha they freaked out and i ran and locked the bathroom on mee hahaha the were screaming
Rashid: Opeen thee door ya 7maaar fat777
khaliddd: fat77 al baaab baraweeekkkk ft77 glt laak
I just kept on laughing until I opened the door, shkla kanaw mswen li 56a Rashid held me o Khalid a5ath rashash almay and opened it, I kept laughing and screaming until the both started to laugh with mee, we stayed in the same position for like 5 minute, until I got up and closed the water.

me: what do you thing we shd doo tonight
Khalid: ma3rf its too late
Rashid: dinner wd be fine
me&khalid: okay thenn

we prayed and then went down too the pool and chillin and EATING 6ab3ah haha , and then Khalid ra7 al reception to ask them abt restaurants.

I was in the pool with Rashid, Rashid 6ela3 bya5th lah shy yaklah, and I stayed in the pool, machof ela two girls coming towards me, I was like " hala booy" hahah , they came and they goes like " heyy sexy" o gamaw ytlazgoon, 3ad ana mni laaa gwyaa hhahaha a
me" im sorry I need to go get me something"
girl1" noo stay u can get it later"
girl2" yeah stay"
anaa n6ait bara alpool o seeda our room, shnaween 3leeh thee ana muslim HAHA
after like 10 mins rashed o Khalid came in,
Rashid : shfeek e5tfait mra wa7da?"
Khalid" ee shfeek mshait 3n al bnat msaken?HAHA"
me: ytlazgoon madrii shnaween 3leeh hahahahah
then we started changing 3shan n6la3 7g dinner.

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REEM POV


i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*,
u know that American blondy blue eyes guys?? the movies guys, eli all the high school girls have a crush on them ?? kill mee, can I just live here the rest of my life hahhaha
he helped me get up.
the guy: are you okay ?
I was still staring at him, not payin any attention to what he says ..
the guy : helloo are you okay ?
m7md and Nasser camee,
m7md: reemmm fech shay ?
Nasser: what happened ?
the guy : I don't know she pumped into me and fell,shes not answering me, I don't know what's wrong with her
(6b3an hai alwa8t ana kelah mtan7a feh xD)
b3dain Nasser slapped me:
me: haa whattt ??
Nasser: enty okk ??
me: shlaa u slapped me a93'r 3yaalk naa :@
m7md, Nasser and the guy laughed
Nasser: shes fine, thank you
and they shaked ands then the guy left
me: shlaa raaa7, abii a3rf shsmaah, maybe hes my future :(
m7md 5zani o Nasser slapped me again.
Nasser: 3n albya5a alzayda jedami yala 5al nmshi
al muhim, kamlnaa o glna bnro7 nt3shaa, they decided to go to an Indian restaurant
d5lna the restaurant and we sat, the waitress took the order, so we sat and started to chat,
I excused to go to the restroom, I walked while I was checking my phone, I pumped into someone, again :) !
 me: ohh sorry !!
I looked up to see .......


me : You !!!


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chapter 18

previously

i turned my face wellaa nasser wagef y6al3na 
with a shocking face

SHITTTT  


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REEM POV


knt 7adi 5ayfa enaa nasser sam3na or saw that mohd kissed me, y3ni shby9er lo draw ugh ana 3'byaa i shouldnt be back with him, hes my brother's friend for gods sake ughh shittt 

me: mm nasser shfeek 
nasser: ma9dg !
mohd: shfeeek !!!
nasser: tswon lkum akil o matswoon li 
i was like che :|
ughhh al7eeemdillllaaa masm333333 aw chaaaf !!!
me: hahahahhahahahhahha afaa 3leeek a7een asweelk 
so he sat on the chair,
nasser: shmg3dnkum hal 7azaa
mohd: i woke up staarvinggg, yet achofli akil wella reem mni fa glt lha tsweeli 
nasser: hahaha ee walaah a7san shy 
me: hey tra ana mb sh3'ala 3ndkum :) this time anna aswelkum bs next time ento tswon li 
nasser: afa 3leech entyy bs amri shtbeen o b36ech 
sweet lnaa akil o g3dnaa nakel , ughh yoo3 o baaardd 

g3dna nsolf klna ga3den blanket o cup of hot chocolate.
nasser: hai jaw bu 2 :) wench ya Juliet 
me and mohd laughed 
me: weenk ya romeo 
nasser : chub yalaa hatha eli nage9 :)
me: may9er ent tbi juliet o ana ma3ndi romeo 
nasser : chuby chuby chan athb7ch 
i looked at mohd ena, i dont know how to explain it, ena lo nasser dra eni m3ak shb9er, he gave me that look that says " its fine "
nasser : wellaa ya romeo sh5bar juliet beta3ak, rdaito ?
mohd: ee al7emdilla
nasser : 9ijjj !! walaa 7adi mstans lk 
mohd: 7bebi walaah, ana b3d mstans 
nasser: ee achofk mn yom yeet shag al 7alj 
mohd : hahahahaha al7ub o mayswiii 
nasser laughed i was shy i stayed quite, y3ni ma3rf shagol 
me: anzain fkona mn sawalfkum o gololi bachr wen bnro7 ?
nassser: do you wanna stay in houston aw taboon nro7 mkan thani ?
me: houston kela nyi o 7afthenha nabii nroo7 California 
mohd: ee wallah ana b3dd agool che 
me: o yousifo yabi yro7 universal studios
nasser: okay 3ayal achof abdullaa o bachr n7jz tethakr, walla u wanna go by car?
me: ana 3adi ayshy 
mohd: ee eli yray7kum  
nasser : okay then by car ana agol a7sn 
me and mohd: okay 
soo gmna kel wa7d ra7 his room 3shan enaam
but what really happend ena i couldnt sleep, i kept thinking what if nasser or abdullaa knew? bythba7on m7amaad ! i dont wanna cause any troubles 7g my brothers and their friiend, and i kept thinking of what happend, it cute how he loves me that much, ensha he eve told my brother which is his best friend about me.. but him being my brother best friend is what upset me the most, and you know why ... 

 "a9lan a7sn 5al y3'ar bader" i said to myself... after like one minute i realize what i just said a minute ago, omg shda5al bader a7een !, iss what i'm doing to mohd called cheating ? mmmm i dont know ! but really shda5al bader !!

i washed my face and brushed my teeth, and went to sleep.

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BADER POV



soo we just landed, ughh im soo exited, its been like 5 years since i came here, and actually i was with dad, the real one, i miss him .. ughh lets forget about him and have fun, okay soo swaina kelshy o 6l3na welaa my name mr. bader alx maktob eb paper hahhah i felt famous lol, you know when the hotel driver come and pick you form the airport
me: choofaw 7adi famous
khaled : chub chub yala 5al namshi 7adi t3baan

 so when we arrived to the hotel r7na our room o directly slept.

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NOOR POV

when hassan called me, i couldnt believe my own ears, like oh my god !
i didnt know what to doo, i love hassan and i care about him, butt i really dont know what to doo !!!
he loved his sisteer !!! he loved her soo much, and this was the first time i hear him cry,i've never seen  brother loves his sister this way, and actually i've never seen hasan like this!
that moment when he told me" noor e5ti raa7t " and he start crying and screaming, i didnt knoww what to dooo, i caree about him alooottt, i cannntt handle see him like this broken, you maybe wonder, hassan sister mmm  من ذوي الاحتياجات الخاصة
the kind of people when they turn 10 they cant live any longer shy che, he always talks about her, and whenever we go out he shows me her pictures and buys her stuff and wtv , i knew shes  special to him, im tough i can handel these situations, but seeing the one i love broken , i cant i just cant, i stayed quiet when he called when i was about to say his name banad tlfonah
i didnt know what to do i want to see him i want to hug him, like you know when you care about someone so much u want to do any thing to please him, i cried, i tried calling him but tlfonah banad, i called his other siister, she goes like ehwa 6la3 mn 5 hours walla rad, i kept cryingg mabii  yswi fi roah shy, i kept calling and calling and calling but noo useee, ma ga3 yrd 3ly , i stayed thinking ween yumkin ehwa ykoon, and i remember whenever hes pissed,  yro7 cafe yamah ba7ar o he just stay there for hourse, yaraabi shloon ra7 3n baali !!, i called mom to tell her bro7 al ba7ar, then i called the driver to drop me there, soo lebast the hoodie he brought me maktob 3laih " his one&only"o r7t, de5alt al cafe, machftah, then 6la3t baraa and heree he is on the ground with tearing eyes focused on the waves, i went there next to him and sat, hee looked at mee and  and turned to face the sea againm i held his hand, and we stayed silent for like half a hr
hassan: you know, i thought of this time a while back, i knew that one day this will happen, and i thought of it.. how am i supposed to deal with it, but i just couldnt imagine it, so i forgot about it, and stayed hoping for her to stay alive, i should've prepared my self for this..
and he start crying
you know when a guy crys over his sister or mom or a family member, that doesnt mean hes not a man or wtv people think these days, this is his sister he should cry over her ! if he ddidnt then he doesnt have a sense of humanity,
i hugged him and cried, i love him !! will you handel seeing the one u love crying ? will you handel seeing a GUY crying ? noo !!! after a while i thought of it ,
lazim awgaf m3ah ! lazim i help him,
i have to stop crying and help him , i have too !!
me : hassan shes in a better place
hasan: but she just left, i didnt even say goodbye !
me: but shes relieved mn the pain she was  going through, ehya a7en t7t ra7mat allaah,
hassan: dontt youu get ittt i caanttttt livee witthout her, im dying insideee, shes my sisteeerrr noorr my sisteeeerrr andd youuure the only one who know how much she means to mee, who am i buying gifts too anymore ? who am i buying that gummy bears she loves too ? who am i buying pink dresses to ?? whoooo?? shes not longer a liveee ? how am i supposed to live !
me: you have to be tough hassan, lazing towgaaf yam umkk tsaa3d umk 3alaa alshy hathaa, etha ehya ur sister o u love her that much? what about ur mother, u need to help ur mother go through this, ur mother needs uu at this moment specially ! you need to be strong ! ent rayaal al bait a7een ! lazim u stay beside ur sister and mother, im not saying u cant cry.. you can !!cause shes ur sister and u loved her, but who needes u the most right now, is ur parents and sister. i stayed quiet, actually he ignored me
me: hassaan !!!!!
hasan: noor rdi beetkum, please, i wanna stay alone for a while
for gods sakee kell eli gltaah masm3aaah !!!!!! i was sooo pissedd i stood and garbed my bag and went out i was soo madd !!!!!
i called the driver and he goes like : sorry ur mama called me to go for her, i'll come for u after an hr
wtf i sat on the ground so pissed, shy9brni sa3a !!! ughhh

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REEM POV 


soo i woke up fressh in the morning, it was 8am, i woke thhem all uppp o i got ready to go skating, 7adii i wannaa skate lol :P so we alll got readdy o 6l3naa 
When we arrived i dircetly went to pick a shoes and the guys went to play ps3 and billiard and wtv, mohd wanted t come with me but nasser ma5lah hahahha, i took my skating shoes and went to skate ughh it felt soo good, a7sn mn ba7rain :) ba7rain mafi elaa funland and people go there t date and wtv , y3ni yat fatra it was soo faan, but guys there were flirting and annoy girls and wtv a7en 9ar wayed bay5 lol :P anyway  i was skating when someone pumbed into me, i fell, and when i opened my eyes, hmmm let me say where have you been all my life dudee *phew*







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chapter 17

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sooo tonight there's a bbq with the seniors, i went theree with rawaan, I entered and saw hasan, I gave him my back and turned , I went to sit with the girls, hasan was loking at me all the time and that pissed me off really, so may arrived and she called me so I can go out 7g ad5l m3ahaa I went out nand waited, there was two guyss walking, they looked soo creepy as ena they were on drugs or something,  I ignored until they came closer, I was freaking out sbut I callmed my self , until one of them touched me I scream, I tried to run but they were holding me soo tight, I couldn't move I couldn't get away...


 ...............: HEEEEYYY ENTAAWW TRKAWWW ALBENT A7SN  LKUM !!!

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what drives you in life ? what will you probably feel when they ask you this question and you dont really know how to answer it, people would probably say my friends or the one i love or my family or .. etc, but in fact i don't really know how to answer such a simple question like that,  i would say my friend, yes i would, cause i do love them and they mean a lot to me and thats why i've chosen to travel with them instead of asking my mother to travel with me, it just life has lost it taste exactly the moment when reem told me that she's back with Mohd, i've never been this weak before, its just love .. love made me weak yess its love, well i cant give up ! and i wont, i will get reem back to me, yes i will try my best. 


so me and rashod o 5alood we'll meet at the airport soo on our waay ...
mom: ali 5alaa9 rd albait mafii safraa
me and dad (stepdad) were shocked, i stayed quite, i knew ali will make things right.
ali: yah maryam shfeech, 5laa9 7jznaa kelshy 
mom: la la la mafiii safraa yalaa rd albait a7een, y3ni mn 9iji anaa a5lii wldii ysaafr broo7aah wya rb3aah laaa no waay anaa a9lan shli 5alaaniii awaaf8 maadrii bs bs 3lii glt lk rd albaaitt !!
ali wegaf 3ala yam fi al6reej,
mom: ali traani glt lk nrd albait mb twgf 
ali: okay 7beebti listeen, bader will be just fine, he'll just go with his friends for only one week to have fun, and they are old enough to handle to travel alone, they are men, and specially that rashed 3ndah license, and bader will be 18 in 4 months only, soo dont you think they have the rights to have fun w uhma 93'aar ? yalaah 7beebti ehwa sboo3 wa7d 
mom was silent, she was thinking of it, and then she looked at mee, i smileed at her like a dumb and goes like : yalaaaah too the aippooortt baybeeh 
shee laughed and told ali ymashi ..

w9aalt alm6aaar i met rashed and khaled and their families ga3den ysolfon and eveything after like 30 mins we said our goodbyes and left, o rkbnaa al 6ayaraa o we were off to us .

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NOOR POV 



 that moment when he screamed: HEEEEYYY ENTAAWW TRKAWWW ALBENT A7SN  LKUM !!!

i was totally mtan7aa, okay mahsalaah mashalaaah ughhh 7adaaaah caikaaaaa like seriously a lolipop lets saay ...

guy1: ent shakuu 
..... : agoolk trkaw albnt a7san manbi mahsakal o entaw t3rfon lo et9alt ela alshr6aa bya5thonkum lana youre obviously on drugs soo please leave without any troubles, wa7d far 3ala althani and goes like yalaah 9a7 kalamah 5al namshi 
guy2( the one whos holding my hand) : laa abeeha !
me: o 3amaaa etrkni alaa ya5thk 3eeb 3eeb matst7ii entt 
guy2: chubb enty !!! 
guy1: yalaa 5al namshiiii shfeek !! 
and that hotie was just staring, i said to myself " t7raak saw shyyy :)!!!"
almuhim trkooni o thlaak mshaw
.......: sawolch shy ? t3wrti ?
me: no im fine, and thank you so much !
wela may 6al3a mn syaraa and she came running and hugged me 
may: im sooorrrry 5aleetchhh et6l3eeenn sawoooolch shyy ? entyy okaaay ?
me: its finee babe, anaa okay mafeni shy 
may: im sorry :(, and yeaa btw this is my cousin ahmed, ahmed looked at me and smiled i shake hands with him, and that exactly when hasan came out of that damn door, his eyes were 
O.O
shitt :S, he camee bsr3aaa 7adaah mad 
me: hii hassan hai cuzin may, kanaw shabab yt7rshon feni so ehwaa sa3dni 3shan yamshon
i said quicky 3shan yafham alsalfa wala tkbar alsalfa :) hassan looked at me and ahmed and may o da5aal da5l again :S 
and btw we were in durrat al bahrain one of the seniors shaleeh and his parents were with us too (just to make things clear lol )
i ran after hassan o i stopped him, 
me: hasaan yallaah 3ad "
hasan: reem i dont wanna say anything that pisses you off so please just leave me alone now, we'll talk about it later ..
i walked away of him, i was so pissed, y3ni tra ma9ar shyy , the guy just helped mee ! he shd be thankfull ena ma9arli shy ! 
sooo the night went good, bss la ana wala uhwa 7achena ba3ath kana man3rf b3th, i was the whole time with girls and so does he with the guys ..
soo rdait albait and i called him ........ 
ughh maga3d yrd 3lyy !!!!!!!!!!!!
i called and called and called , hes not answering !! :)
after 1 hr of calling hassan called me, i answer and when i was about to complain abt him nt answering he goes like ..
hassan : ...................
me: oh my god .. !


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REEM POV

so i've done it , im with mohd now, i miss being with him !, hes so caring, and that made me feel spacial in anyway, so when we arrived yaw my brothers 5athon mn al airport, and my brothers had an small house cause they were in america for years and they needed o settle down in a place o 3an al rent stuff and wtv .. so yea mohd, was staying with us, in the same house for two weeks, okay now can you believe that !
soo when we arrived home, yousfo ran upstairs, i ran after him , omg he entered my usual room 
me: yousif e6la3 barah bl6eeb it my room 
yousf: shaku ur room, i came in first
me: its been my room for twoo yearss yalaah baraah 
yousif : says whoo ?? its my room now 
me: YOUSIFOOOO BARAAAH 
nasser o abdullla o mohd came up
nasser: shfeekum 9raa5 twkum yayeen !!!
me: hathaa al7maar ma5thh 3'rftii
yousif: mob 3'rft'ha i came first!
abdulla : a3oth blaah yousif 7abeeb hai 3'rfan reem mn snten a7en 
i looked at him in a devil look
yousif: not true i came first 
mohd was laughing 7atan nasser 
nasser: yousif yalah baraa ro7 theek 3'rftk
yousif: its not fair !!!
nasser: chub chub gal nt fair gal, lat9erli dalee3 ent rayaal a7een yala barah 
6ala3 yousif and i smiled that winning smile hahahhaha and they all left the room, i lay on the bed, ughh it feels so goood to come back <3 

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MOHD POV 

so now we arrived, it feels so good that i'm here with reem, im so happy for that, its just funny when reem fights with yousif haahah, they're like tom and jerry lool, soo 3gb ma g3dna in our rooms, we needed to sleep a 3shan  nrta7 o n6la3 the other day , so i slept it was like 8pm at night.

i woke up veery hungryy likee very very hungry, so gmbt bro7 akil li shy, alsa3a kan 3 in the morning, i was starving, so my room kanat fi the ground floor so lama r7t al m6ba5 sma3t 9ot,
y3ni fi a7ad kan mnak, i entered ella reem mnak,

me: 5ba7 al5air ya 7luu 
reem looked at me and smiled : 9ba7 alward 
me:shfech ga3da a7en ?
reem: yo3aanaa, im starving 
me: hahah ana b3dd, shga3da tswen lch ?
reem: egg sandwich wala shno ga3 tchof m7md :)
me: hahah anzain babe sweeli m3ach walah wayed yoo3aan 
reem: afa 3leek mn 3eni the lee 3eeni the 
me: adri adri t7beni thats why btsweenli 
reem: mnu galk a7bk a9lan
me: adri its in yo eyes babeeh 
reem: weeeh 5uff 3leena wya hal th8a 
i laughed and kissed her cheeks, her face turned red hhahaha ya 3mrii
me: ya 3mri eli yst7ooon, a7bhum anaa
reem: wa3 chub mohd 
i turned my face wellaa nasser wagef y6al3na 
with a shocking face

SHITTTT 




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