chapter 2

previously ..

anyway, after lunch we went to starbucks, I ordered chocolate frappe and to noor chocolate cream. we sat in the outdoor tables, we started to shoot some pictures and while noor is taking a picture of me, my eyes met hiss's, and yea it was ......

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yes it was him .. "Moh'd" (the ex).

we had this eye contact thing, I had a feeling that all what I thought that im over it .. is back again  "Reem look at me" said Noor seriously.

I ignored , I don't know why  ..  there's something attracts me to look at those black eyes, I guess .. I still have feelings for him, ughh noo Im over him ..
 yess I amm ughh, it hurts when you see someone you used to be with everyday and talk to 24\7 and now he's gone, 
plus the cheating thing that he said I got it wrong ! even though, he didnt even try to talk to me or tell me what really happened ..
 he didnt try at all its like he just wanted to go away and leave me.. the memories just poped from no where .. I'm confused. "Reem I said look at me" Noor said again interrupting my thoughts.

I looked away as I felt his eyes are still on me. "shfech" I said.

Noor "don't act stupid with me I know what's going on your mind atm soo whatever your thinking .. just remember what he did to you "

me " shfech noor I said I'm over him 5la9" .. I re-thought of it, well remember reem you said u'll focus on ur studies. so I just closed my eyes and took a deep breath and let it out ..
 I opened my eyes and saw noor's laughing " what are u laughing at" I said.

noor" enty eli shga3da tsween haha yaz3m hurt broken o [take a breath, take it deep calm ur self he says to me *music*]" (she sang Rihanna song) and laughed.

me" ya 7maraa stop making fun of me -_-" i laughed with her.

i don't really know how she does it, how can she change my mood in a minute, i love her !

my phone rang .. it was hasan ( one of my best friend since grade 6) .. i answered

" halaaa bl zainn " i said.

hasan " halaa blward "

me" hahaha supp nigga"

hasan" great wbu ? "

me" I'm good, actually I'm great .. I'm out with noor'"

hasan" ohhh great are you having fun guys ?"

me" yepp we're having an amazing time"

hasan "good to hear that.. "

me " soo tell me sh3ndk "

hasan "shd3wa, y3ni met9l abi shy ?"

me" hahhaha ee yala yala i know u very well soo you better tell mee "

hasan " mmm i'll tell you tomorrow its not the right time, now have fun"

me "yalaa tell mee"

hasan  "reem 5alaa9 i'll tell you bacher"

me " hmm okayy love"

hasan " yala have funn "

me " thaank you xx bye "

hasan " bye "

 i miss yousif and my other friends cant wait for tomorrow !!

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Moh'd perspective right after he left :

and here she is after all these months, i still see her as the prettiest girl on earth, yes i doo .. i still love her.
its complicated .. we cant stay togather, not that i dont want to, it just i dont know if i would last forever, so i dont want her to count on me..
i dont want to see her hurt, i know its hurts and its not easy to get over a person you love, but she'll get over it now or then .. cause as they call it " its teenage love"
and it would be much easier now that then.. im sick of this cancer thing going through my body, i wish cancer just dissapeared, i didnt mentioned the cancer thing to her; cause i knew she'll feel sad for me and she'll refuse to leave..
well all i can say is allah kareem and pray for god for health.

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back to Reem :

the next day i woke up fresh .. cant wait to go to skool !!
wore my uniform and went downstairs
me" 9ba7 al5air "
mama, baba and yousfo " 9ba7 alnoor"
me" mama im hungryyy"
mom" aka mswyat lkum french toast and pancake g3day ekly"
i sat and ate, chatted al little with my parents and it was allready 6:45 i must be going now and yousif is playing ps3..
me" yousfoo yalaa goom t25rna"yousif "ay t25rnaa twha 6"me" yalaaaa its almooostttt 7"yousif" okaaay gimme 5 minutes" me" ughhh" yousif" goooooooallllll" stiilll playing ps3
" maaaaaaaaaamaaaaaaaaaaaaa " i yelled
mom" n3aam shfeech t9r5en mn al9b7"
me" mama yousfo mob rathi ygom t25rna :("
mom" yousif 7abeebi yala goom t25rtaw "
yousif "mn 3aini hai le hai tamreen amrr "
i lookked at him shocked " 3ayaaaarrrr" i said
mama " reemo yala 3ad bsch 3n o5och  " yousif looked at mee with and evil smile.
me" yeah right -.-"
we left the house .. i hate that im in the same skool as yousif .. i dont get enough pravicy, ughh 3ella fi albait o 3ella fi almadresa -.-"

we arrived skool, i walked in as yousif left to his friends, i saw noor and a bunch of my friends, i went there and you know first day of skool hugs and kisses and screaming at wtv and guys just keep making fun of us,
I saw hasan walking in the hallways " HASSAAAANN " i said screaming with a big smile on my face, he looked at me and smiled back ..
while he was coming toward me i noticed a guy walking next to him ..
you can say tna7t feeh hahaha "i know he's hot right !!" nouf said whispering .. well i saw this face before, his face is so familiar, in skool ? noo, a mall or something ? naaaa
ohhh waaaitt !! thats the guy i dreamt of that day !!

 

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